The Mystique of Existentialism

Recent gist of my life.

2012-01-31T02:23:00.000+08:00

*blows all loose dirt off*

Well, hello there! :) Not too sure who am I greeting but yeah, out of courtesy just thought I should say HI! Reason of abandonment for the past one month plus was due to my hectic working schedule. Yep, I did my third and compulsory internship with TBWA\Tequila. :) Jeez, I even ditched my Tumblr. :( Undeniably, I have lost the hype to blog too. Doing it right now because I can't bloody sleep though I am feeling enervated. My biological clock is FUBAR (go to Urban Dictionary if you are really interested to find out what it stands for :p)!

I would say ever since I started working, my life did a 360 degree turn. It turned out to be awesome in every single aspects except for one; the only one that has never work out well for the past God knows how many years. But let's not get into that as it's not worth talking about or rather I do not want to blog about depressing stuffs. I am contented with life right now though at times, when I am reminded about the disheartening issue, I'd turn cranky and emo. Been trying to tell myself to look at the bright side and that's not worth thinking about it. So yeah, the mental self-poisoning continues. :)

Oh, did I mentioned that I am employed? I will officially be a working adult on the 13th of February. :) I'd say it is pretty much of mixed feelings; excited, nervous and dread. Things will change even more drastically and I'm not too sure if I can handle it well enough or not. I feel like a grown up right now with so much responsibilities to bear. No more allowance for me and clearly all expenses are on my own, pffbt. Definitely not liking that part, duh!

Lately, I have been meeting tons of working adults minus the ones in the company. I am actually referring to those who are of my age group (not to forget, different professions too) and boy, I could totally feel the difference. Our topic of discussions are more serious and mature. What used to be "Hey, how's life?" has now turned into "Hey, how's work?". I'd admit sometimes, I feel proud but when the 'I-refused-to-grow-up' side of me kicks in, I feel like I am so not up for this shiz. To be honest, up till this point, I kinda love working life. I foresee myself turning into a workaholic, that's what I always wanted to be; keeping myself occupied with work and shoving unnecessary thoughts aside. Uni life can't help you out in that aspect, been there done that.

Personally, I felt that things have been moving at a high speed pace and I am struggling to catch up. I mean, hey look it's already the last day of January. We have another 11 months to go. How absurd is that? At least, to me, it is ridiculous!

Kinda lost my drift, can't seem to continue writing. Hence, I am gonna end this post abruptly. That being said, good night! :) Not too sure when I will be back again. Heh.

The constant battle.

2011-11-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

Those who knows me well enough would know that I am one who over thinks, helluva lot. I'd over think till the extent I get really depressed/moody. As much as I kept telling myself to stop torturing myself that way but I just can't help it. I am aware of how mentally draining it can be but those thoughts keep flooding in like a burst water pipe. Time after time, it just gets worse and hence, it turns me into a bloody weakling. Slowly, I am losing the capability to have control over my mind in which I thought is really sad.

I struggle to stay afloat by trying to shove those thoughts aside but clearly, I failed. I remind myself that you can't always depend on others to be your life support but I still do hope and wish I can do that when it is called for. Doesn't that explain why my life is always full of disappointments? Evidently, I have got no one but myself to blame for such occurrence.

I feel so vulnerable and fragile. It is like when someone pushes that button, you'd see me crying bucket of tears or you'd be seeing a volcano eruption kinda effect. Obviously, that's not gonna be a pretty sight and of course, I do not want it to happen.

On a side note, what baffles me is that; people around you know that you are going through a hard time but yet, they had the cheek to make things worse. As a matter of fact, shouldn't you be helping out in making things better? Shouldn't you be uplifting one's mood? I can't comprehend such insensitivity.

People always say, "Learn how to stay away from troubles!" but in my defense, troubles ALWAYS come looking for me, one after another. It is like a never ending roller coaster ride. After going through one too many times of such bumpy rides, you sure do feel like hell and all you want is to get out of it. And that is exactly what I want to do; to be free from all these hogwash. I truly need a break.

I have no idea how long more I can withstand this. I foresee a freaking tough ride ahead and apparently, there is no exit door. So, it probably is gonna be like living in a trap, suffocating there and experience what it is like to be living in a 'black hole'. Don't think I can be faking all smiles like how I used to because things have changed.

Undeniably, I have a lot of healing to do. It is time to bring myself back to Earth and realized that things just won't turn out to be the way I want it to be no matter how hard I try. I have yet to master the art of letting go and also to take things easy. Definitely not an easy process but oh well... I guess I will just go with the flow then.

Note: This post seem pretty scattered, with no flow at all but it doesn't really matter because y'all don't really have to understand it completely. To those who have read till the end, sorry for wasting five minutes of your life.

Topshop Paperdolls, HOOYEAAAH!

2011-10-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

I love Topshop! ♡

I love new life lessons. :) Do you?

2011-07-31T02:58:00.024+08:00

So much has been going on lately (mostly negative-related events) but hey look, I am still alive and kicking. I have to say what has happened recently has turned me into a much stronger person and it also gave me a whole new perspective of what life is all about. Yayy to new life lessons! :) Things are still somewhat at the rocky stage and there is a possibility things might turn out to be far worse but well, I shall not be bothered about it right now. Come what may, I am all prepared. *cues Superman's theme song*

Having gone through all the balderdash, I've been doing some self-reflection pretty often. It made me realized that I have actually sidetracked, a lot. I used to be extremely gung-ho about my goals but somehow, I completely forgot what I am chasing after because my focus was diverted to something else. Of course, I have got no one to blame but myself. Nonetheless, I'm proud to say, I am getting back on track. Hopefully, this time round, it will stay on till I have achieved something. As much as I loathe putting myself under so much pressure, but I have to because that is the only way to push myself further.

Today, I plan to share one of my many new life lessons with y'all. Hmm, where do I start? So, I do noticed that humans naturally tend to overlook all the good things that have be done for them after being hit by one major hitch. Yes, include me into that circle. Many would argue that it is human nature and such occurrences are inevitable. I do not deny the fact that it is human nature but if you were to sit down, clear your mind and ponder about it thoroughly, you are capable of changing things!

Think about it: Why walk away due to a setback when probably things can be rectify? Chances are when you walk away, you can't turn back anymore. Instead of doing so, why don't weigh the pros and cons first? Why make rash decisions based on one instance but not the overall? Ever consider the fact that he/she has done so much for you but just because of one glitch, you want to walk away? Really? Worth it or not, you decide! But then again, if you have been constantly 'showered' with the same old shiz day after day, it would be best to take one step back at a time and from there, slowly tackle the issue. Yes yes, I heard you, "Easier said than done", aye? I agree *nods head in agreement* :( BUT, it still can be done, right right? :D

Thing is when people are filled with so much rage/blinded by anger, they don't give a care about the world. They carry things out based on their EMOTIONS, in which I honestly reckon is not a right thing to do. (Confession: I have been doing that for the past few years *ahem* and just stopped not too long ago :p I realized it leads me to nowhere but there will only be an accumulation of hatred.) Give yourself some time to calm down, gain composure and then settle things.

Some may say, "Oh by the time I am calm, it will be too late already!". In such cases, I feel that the other party should be understanding and should totally give him/her a chance to explain themselves. After listening to his/her side of story, you might then be able to comprehend why they reacted that way and really though, give some thoughts about your wrongdoings as well. Personally, I feel confrontation method works best but I know of people who will avoid it at all cost, for God knows what the reason is.

Some may beg to differ with my point of view but to me, there is no right and no wrong. If you think you can bear the consequences of your actions, go ahead and walk away or do what you think is best. If you foresee yourself ended up living a life with regrets, then probably you would want to think of ways to remediate the 'broken parts'.

(Note: This paragraph is somewhat related to what have been said above, hope y'all can relate.) As a matter of fact, everyone hates it when they are being taken for granted after having done so much and I do know how upsetting that can be. I've been thrown into that kind of situation for countless of times and I used to get really depressed about it and you do see me raging. However, I have decided to put a stop to that because it is doing me no good, at all. Here's what I have got to say: If you are already in that position, you're left with no choice but to live with it. Perhaps, you can think of it this way: During those needy times, you were giving this poor little, injured bird a helping hand and when the time is up, you've to let it go. Let 'em spread their wings and fly freely. Take it as if you're doing something benevolent. ;) I don't know if it is gonna work for the rest of you, but when I constantly tell myself that, I feel extremely elated. Uh oh, I'd be lying if I were to say there will be no slight tinge of pain. C'mon, I am not made of iron or steel, I am human with feelings too.

To be honest, I have been training myself to look things at the bright side these days. I mean, what do I gain out of all the distress I put myself through? Oh yes, heartaches definitely but I asked myself, do I really deserve being hurt that way? Obviously, the answer would be a big fat NO! ;)

Ya'know what? It actually isn't all that hard to be optimistic. ;) Trust me, been there and done that, JUST RECENTLY or should I say LESS THAN 24 HOURS AGO? :D

Face it, y'all; The perfect relationship don't exist.

2011-07-05T15:58:00.004+08:00

I have always believe that there is no such thing as a "perfect" relationship; be it in a family, friendship, with your other half or even between your bosses/colleagues and the list goes on simply because not a single soul living on planet Earth is perfect. Therefore, we have gotta go through the good and bad times and it is inevitable. Personally, I feel that we should cherish all the good ol' times shared together for those memories are really priceless. As for the bad times, we should turned 'em into our life lessons and make sure we will not repeat such mistakes, ever again. Afterall, we are only humans, so it really is alright to make blunders. :)

I was just talking to a girl friend who is currently on a road trip with her mates. Darn those fellas in Aussie who are having truckloads of fun. Each and everyone of them didn't come back during winter hols instead went touring around Aussie. Mehhh, ditchers. :( Anyways, that aside. Here I was saying how I envy her to be able to have a clique to do such things together. But there she was telling me about how hard it is to compromise in such a big group as things aren't always smooth-sailing and this is when tolerance comes into play. So, I told her that those are the things that actually make the friendship grow stronger and I pretty much guess she was able to relate to it since she wholeheartedly agreed.

Even I myself have gone through rough patches. If you think my friendship with the BFF is all rosy, I will tell you now that you are wrong! We actually got ourselves into a row few years back. Truth be told, we were still at the 'get-to-know-each-other-better' stage, at that point of time. The whole cold shoulder thingmajiggy went on for about a day or so and boy, was it horrible. It was over something really petty and if I were to tell you what it is about, you will definitely shake your head or laugh at us. But hey, I have to say because of that, our bond grew so much stronger. Like I have told the BFF few weeks back, if it wasn't for that argument, we wouldn't be where we are today. As a matter of fact, we have grown so close and also, understand each other way better than ever before.

Ever since that incident, we haven't had any major disagreements. Of course, there are a few really minor ones but somehow or rather, it always end up as a joke. We know one and another likes and dislikes, hence we tend to compromise or rather give and take. We also know our limits, for instance: when or when not to say certain things. We are willing to accept one and another flaws and mend the imperfections together. You may wonder, how do we do it? Well, all I can say is that it requires tons of efforts but it's definitely worth it. Partly also, it's because we have already made it very clear for both parties to point out each other shortcomings and we will then determine whether there are ways to correct or ameliorate the flaws. So, that pretty much explains why we know each other inside out. :)

Honestly, if you think you are in a perfect relationship right now, please don't be overjoy/proud about it because something just isn't right! Trust me when I say this: You need to go through shits to build a strong bridge. (Note: This doesn't apply to ALL situations because under certain circumstances, things might turn out worse than you thought they would.) Been there, done that. :) It's hard to endure and at times it can be really excruciating too but if all turns out well in the end, you ought to be feeling ecstatic. Think about it: after going through so much and yet to be able to stand tall and still hold on tight to the relationship with the intention to make it blossom further, how is that not an achievement? :)

No denies, it isn't an easy process but as the saying goes, where there's a will, there's way. Always remember that: it takes two hands to clap. If the efforts are only coming from one side then, in no time, things will just hit rock bottom. Take for example: When you sense that things are starting to go downhill, either one of the party has gotta get the ball rolling by taking the initiative to find out what and where went wrong. However, if you still feel that particular relationship is not worth saving at all then, be it. All I can say is: just go with the flow.

I personally feel that, if one appreciates something, they will go all out and play their role very well. But if one can't be bothered anymore, then no matter how much you force/push them, they still won't be doing a good job. So, tell me, what's the point? Isn't it better to just cut all ties and remain as the perfect strangers? Who knows things might turn out to be better that way?

Though, I strongly believe that perfect relationships don’t exist, but I do believe that there are relationships that fit together snuggly like a jigsaw puzzle. Having said that, do treasure that relationship if you've already found it and don't ever take things for granted!

Reflection. Realization. Reality.

2011-06-28T17:12:00.016+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo! :) I am currently on my third week of mid-term hols. I was supposed to blog right after my exams but at that point of time, I was really stressed out or rather very much depressed. To those who still don't know about it yet, I met with an accident the day before my exams. I know right, what a perfect timing! The first week of hols was totally ruined because of that, le sigh. Still pretty much traumatized but I am in the process of getting over it. :) A big thank you to those who were constantly checking on me and making sure I'm alright. :)

Truth be told, at present, I still have lots of work piling up. :( The pain in the anal research, in which I put on hold since February continues and I would say that I am actually lagging behind. Now, that's a bad news! I vowed to complete everything before my final semester begins but looking at how things are right now, I have a feeling my mission is gonna fail. I really don't know where I should go from here. Feeling so clueless, lost and confused. This long painful, stressful and exorbitant journey better be fruitful or else... I will... Okayy, scratch that! It is GONNA be fruitful! POSITIVE THOUGHTS, MEI HSUAN! :) You can do it! 아자 아자 화이팅 :D

Excuse the frequent usage of Korean words in my blog post. I've been spending some of my free time learning the language, heh. Hence, I am sorta practicing. ;) Hmm, as much as I don't want to blog about the typical, mundane 'what-I-have-been-up-to-during-the-hols' post but I guess that's what I am capable of doing right now.

Well, I spent most of my time doing the same ol' hanging out with friends thingymajiggy. Only difference is that this time round, my company are all males, no females. :O Just this morning, it hit me that I don't have many girl friends whom I can really spend time with but honestly, it doesn't really affect me. This is because, I actually prefer the males' company as compared to female ones (Note: the BFF & a few others are an exception). When you are with them, it is all about being upfront and there are no bitchy, backstabbing nonsense. Only downside is that; I don't have a shopping kaki. :( But uh, as a matter of fact, I do enjoy my girl friends company too but unfortunately, all the ladies I am truly close with are not in Malaysia. :(

Actually, my point is from all the outings with the doods, I have learned a lot about their behavior and mindset. T'was truly an eye-opener! At least, I do know what's going through their mind most of the time (for instance: what do they seek for in a relationship, etc etc). I do not deny the fact that some things said baffles me and it makes me ponder a lot (Thanks for making me overwork my brain! Geez!) but oh well, no hard feelings because I iz cool like that. :P In case you are wondering, nope it has nothing to do with anything sexual but it's just their point of view on certain issues. I am absolutely fine discussing about the so-called "taboo" topics with 'em because to me, that's where you actually learn tons of things, heh. :) After all, we are mature adults. :D Haha! But then again, I have to say that not all guys do open up that much. It just so happened that these bunch I mixed with are really close to me so yeap, we do share a lot of things with each other.

Btw, noticed how I refrain myself from using the word 'boys' when labeling my guys friends? That is because I can never bring myself to call them 'boys'. Once they have left their teen years, they shouldn't be call boys anymore, at least that is what I think. I did ask some of the guys on how they felt when the females call them 'boys', and most of them said they are fine with it. *gasp* I honestly didn't see that coming. -_- Sigh. Perhaps, it is just me (Oh right, wait I am not alone because BFF shares the same opinion as me about this. Yay! :D) but for some weird reasons, I get all worked up when I hear people calling/labeling grown up men, 'boy'. No offence to those girls who love to label their other half, "my boy". This is my personal opinion, don't come flaming me, thank you very much. :)

Anyways, from now on, I will make it a point to blog more frequently just because I need to brush up on my writing skills for the admission, TOEFL and GRE essays. :( Sigh! So much to do, so little time and I should really buck up already! Meh. Motivations, where art thou? I NEED YOUUUU MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW! :( Shiz, I've a feeling I might suffer from a nervous breakdown. Gotta stay strong, yo! RAWR! :)

I've got a capital P on my forehead, that explains why I am here. :)

2011-04-13T15:31:00.014+08:00

ALOHA to those who still drops by! :) Just in case you are wondering, I was neither kidnapped nor dead. I am just way too occupied with life. I know, I just made myself sound like some big time businesswoman but uh oh, trust me, I am almost there. Okay, jokes aside! :D

Oh oh fyi, this blog hasn't turned into some kinda post-event review blog. Avid readers should know, that isn't something I would do and in fact, will NEVER do. :) I will only blog about noteworthy events and of course *cough*obligatory*cough* ones. I hope y'all will be able to differentiate which falls under the two mentioned categories. :P

Truth be told, I have been ~~dying~~ wanting to blog ever since end of February. I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO TELL! My 3 months hols was a BLAST, spell it with me B-L-A-S-T! T'was filled with so much fun and laughter. And as always, meeting new people during my 2 months long internship and getting new exposure. Woots! Finally, I've gained experienced in both traditional and digital advertising agencies. :) OMAIGAWD, I MISS MY 3 MONTHS SUMMER HOLS! :(

However, I was tied down on something which requires me to spend hell lot of time on it and I'm actually still not done. SIGH! In fact, I still have got a longgggggg wayyyyy more to go. DOUBLE SIGH! Without me realizing, there goes February and then, it was already March. Come March, Uni works started to pile up and by then, I have completely no time for myself. Yes, I don't deny the fact that I have lost the blogging mojo as well and writer's block has hit me hard too. I can't even construct a proper sentence for my first creative writing assignment. I kinda did badly for it, me thinks. Le sigh! Now, that's the only downside of the 3 months hols. :(

I will be having a 2 weeks mid-term break (also known as Easter break in Australia) starting next Monday. If you ask me, that isn't really a break, more like a "finish-up-all-your-assignments" week because when Uni resumes, all our 3 assignments are due. :( Mehhhh... Time machine, where art thou? :(

Actually, I've got nothing much to blog about and I am definitely not gonna blog about the past happenings simply because I am lazy like that. Reason being here? Well easy peasy... It's because: BLOGGING IS THE BEST FORM OF PROCRASTINATION!

I need more than 24 hours in a day EXCEPT when MMV pays a visit though.

Note: Picture was snapped using the Canon 400D.

Truly A Shopper - Are You THE ONE?

2011-03-08T19:22:00.008+08:00

If you do know me well enough, the one & only reason that would make me starve/skip classes *cough* would be none other than: S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G! :D Last Friday, I was invited to a press conference of Truly A Shopper, Malaysia's first reality show on shopping as a media (in this case: blogger). I had the chance to participate in a 30 minutes shopping experience, in which RM160 worth of vouchers was given and we were told to doll up for a night out with whatever clothes we were wearing at that particular time.

Okayy, that aside. Calling out to all shopaholics! HEAR YE! HEAR YE! This would be a golden opportunity for y'all to show off your shopping talents/expertness. With that being said, what do you really need to do? Well, nothing much except to just SHOP AWAY with no capital needed. Yeap, you will be funded! But uh wait, that's not all. Towards the end of the show, the most skillful shopper will be chosen and then walk away -with big, wide smiles of course- with RM10,000 in cash and RM5,000 worth of prizes. Tempted to join yet? ;)

On the 12th of March, attend an audition (they are accepting walk-ins) at Fahrenheit 88 where the three judges will choose 48 potentials before leaving them in the hands of public to vote for the 12 "Shoppers" who will then begin their shopping adventure. The 12 Shoppers will undergo challenges where factors such as budget, strategy, discount, taste and fashion will be put to the test from April to June 2011. Each week, the judges will decide who deserves to stay and be a step closer to the grand prize, and who will be leaving, as only 4 Shoppers will qualify for the final task.

The judges for this reality show are as following:

1. Gillian Hung a.k.a Mama G, MODA President

2. Benjamin Toong, Founder of Runway Productions & instructor at Amber Chia Academy.

The producer of this show, Eugene Wong.

Last but not least, the hosts for this reality show are Belinda Chee & Hansen Lee.

Now, it's time to unleash the shopaholic in you & show 'em judges what you are capable of doing when it comes to SHOP-OHH-PING! ;D

For more information, do visit www.trulyashopper.com and it would be best if you register for the audition at the website.

P/S: Have you guys read about my Hermès: 'J'aime Mon Carré Private Party experience? If interested, do click HERE to read about it. ;)

Hermѐs: 'J'aime Mon Carré' Private Party

2011-01-18T17:17:00.020+08:00

Hello :] This marks the first post for the brand new year - 2011. What's the first post all about? New Year's resolutions? NOPE NOPE! :) Ever since 2008, I no longer believe in creating a long list of New Year's resolutions. Don't see a need for that anymore because I now, will just live life the way it is. :) Resolutions?! WHAZZAT??!!! I believe most of you don't even fulfill them. Don't live in denial okeh?! Nyehehe.

First post for 2011 will be about the Hermѐs: 'J'aime Mon Carré' Private Party that was held back in 27th November 2010 (as I've said before: better late than never *ahem* :P) at Pavilion, KL. If I were to write a press release, this would be an uber backdated one :P I know right, super fail. Heh. It is gonna be a real short and brief one though. Blogging mojo hasn't come back completely, unfortunately.

Hermѐs, a French high-end designer label is well known for their leather goods, men & women fashion, scarves etc and apparently household stuffs too. This particular brand is the one that sells the Birkin handbag collection that cost about RM25K and above - it all depends on the materials chose. Yes, apparently Victoria Beckham owns 100 of 'em Birkins. Now, don't you wish that you are her daughter? That aside, their scarves price range are from RM550 to RM2000+ (please do correct me if I'm wrong). With that being said, Hermѐs goods are only catered for those who are filthy rich.

Why are the scarves so costly? Well, most of the scarves are made of 100% silk. Only a handful of them are made of cashmere. Also, the scarves are all hand-sewn, hence it is pretty tedious and delicate. You will be definitely be able to see that there is an inconsistency when it comes to the stitching part. Then again, since when hand-made stuffs are perfect? :)

One of the many parts of the display of scarves.

Anyways, I have to say it was a pleasure to be able to attend such an exclusive private party. T'was one helluva amazing experience, seriously. Thank you so much, Siew Ling for inviting me as your 'guest', very much appreciated! :) The party kick-started with the scarf tying tutorial by their incredible staffs who showed us a total of seven ways to tie scarfs into top, dress or perhaps just as an accessory. :) Two word says it all: TRЀS INSIGHTFUL!

Two scarves used to tie into a sexay top :)

Err, I think this is into a short dress? Beach dress? I can't remember -_-

3 scarves used to tie into a Toga dress.

Then, we were ushered to the dressing room area where there is a rack full of Hermѐs scarves and guess what? We were given the opportunity to play 'dress up' with those scarves. :) We were told to use our very own creativity to come up with an apparel using those scarves. The two best dressed winners will be chosen at the end of the party. How awesome is that? ;) Don't think everyone, anyone will have the privilege to play around with their scarves like how we did, so yeah, I am lucky like that. Be jealous, teehee! :D

Finger food were served by Westin Hotel and boy, were they delectable. :) Champagnes, soft drinks and juices were also served throughout the whole event. I drank a glass of champagne and turned red, immediately and there were rashes on my arms too. How embarrassing! :( Once everyone was done dressing up, there was a photoshoot session. I felt quite shy though so my poses were all pretty awkward. I am not a natural poser like some of the girls there. :S

Macroons!! :DDD
One out of the four finger food served ;)

All the attendees picture were clipped there. :)
Snapped this pic before they clipped hence that explains why it looks empty, heh.

Siew Ling, the designer ;P

Yours truly :)
I look so ughhhleyy in that pic, mehhh... :(

Done with all the photoshoots/camwhoring and whatnots, it was time to choose the winner for the best dressed competition. Once again, guess whaaaaaat yo? I WON BEST DRESSED! :DDD Wheeeee~ All thanks to Siew Ling! ;) Honestly, she is really brilliant. In less than 15 minutes, she came up with that design and it was all random, no plannings whatsoever. She just grabbed a few scarves off the rack and started tying away. :D


BEST DRESSED, WOOT WOOT! proud face :D A total of 7 scarves used and that's the outcome; a halter dress :)))

Brought home 3 items:
Goodie bag on the left, my prize on the right & the Hermѐs magazine.

Ahhhhhh, I am finally done with this post after much procrastination. :) So yeap, that pretty much sums up my very first splendid experience at a private party. Hope there is more to come though. :) Oh right, how can I forget the aftermath of wearing heels for several hours?

Two huge ass water blisters. :(((

Random note: I think, it is time to change my blog header. Any volunteers? :P You will definitely be paid, with lotsa lotsa lotsa love from me. ♡♡ Hey, it is very very priceless wokayy? :D

We Ain't No Teetotallers! ;)

2010-12-20T15:37:00.007+08:00

Now, the Hermès: 'J'aime Mon Carré' Private Party post will have to wait. I am actually feeling pretty lazy to blog about it but I will make it a point to do so. Sometime next year, perhaps? :P Better late than never, ehy?

Anywoots, few weeks back, precisely on the 3rd of December, I had a night out with my favorito people. :) Since it is already December, so it was also a mini birthday celebration for me. :D Called the fidus Achates along 'cos I want the Zhuanster to meet her. :D

Wokay, you have no idea how much we gotta go through in order to get Michelle Siew out. :P (Thing is, she can't go out to KL :( and we wanted to head to Bakita). Sheesh! In the end, I gave up and told Zhuanster to give it a try. Umm, obviously he failed in persuading her. :P So, at last he agreed to hang out around Bangsar area in which was later changed to The Gardens. Thanks for giving in! :)

Rushed home from work, picked the bestie up and I was already feeling lethargic. Oh right, Simon was supposed to join us too but his BB went cuckoo and he couldn't wake up from his nap. In fact, his BB sorta died; he couldn't receive calls and texts. Poor WZ, went all the way to his place and couldn't reach him. HAHA! By the time he reached my place, it was quite late already. Plans to go to Nirvana @ Bangsar for dinner has to be canceled cos I figured by the time we reached there (which is about 9-ish), there won't anything left to eat.

WZ suggested Kanna Curry House @ PJ, so off we went! I still prefer Nirvana though. And guess whaaaaat? He picked up the tab, yo! :P Initial plan was that drinks are on him. Ah, someone has finally turned into a gentleMAN! :P HAHAHA, kidding! After stuffing ourselves, we drove to The Gardens and bleh, it was jam. -_- Wasted about 20 minutes or so trying to get into the car park, pfft.

Entered Zouk Cafe Bar and it was paaaaacked too! Meehh.. Thank God we managed to secure a place. Ordered cocktails, wine, whiskeys and shots. Then, played the iPad for a while (Tap Tap Radiation, ftw) and the real updating session began. Basically, it was just me telling them about my 'stories'. -_-'''' Ahh fine, we talked about some other things as well. Heh! And also, WZ was trying hard to sell himself. :P HAHA! Ok, don't get the wrong idea. He is actually trying to submit an 'application' to be Michelle's BFF. HAHA! So I kept asking him, what he has got to offer? The monkey confidently answered, "10 times better than what you have done". Righttttt, good luck man. :P

Le cocktails; WZ's Irish Bailey Cream & my Mambo Jambo and Mich's wine.

TAP TAP RADIATION! :D

Whiskeys.

10 shots of Sex On The Beach which is my very first birthday present. :)

Thank you for ze dinner and shots, Zhuanster. :D :D


My fave shot of the night. :) Courtesy of: Michelle Siew

And that, pretty much sums up what happened that night. :) Next round is on me! :D Still owe Zhuanster his birthday present, a veryyyy belated one that is. Heeeee. Aaaah, we miss having JuennieQuan around though! :(

No celebrations on the actual day of my birthday but the weekend was a blaaaaaaaast. Had so much fun and I wasn't ready to welcome Monday, at all. But oh well, all good times have gotta come to an end, no? :( Birthday wishes came flooding in like a bloody burst pipe and truth be told, I have never typed/said so many thank you(s) in my life before, seriously.

I have already made some plans for my 21st birthday. I even sent out personal invitations to a few of them already. Yes, one year ahead. :P It is gonna be a private party in which I am only gonna invite people whom I am really really close to. :) I am not up for a big-scaled party simply because I can't be arsed to go round entertaining people; all in different groups and gangs and also, it is so not easy to do all the plannings. Some will tend to take ages to confirm, some would 'ffk' last minute (I truly loathe people doing that) and bleehhh... I prefer people whom I am close to come together and have a good bonding session. :D No solid plans just yet but yeah, I have some ideas in my mind. :) I might end up not having a party and have other plans, you never know. ;)

Oh right, I finally bought WhatsApp for my iPhone after much persuasion from quite a lot of people. Felt not even a slight tinge of regret buying it. :) Thing is, when at times I need to SMS, I would do it WhatsApp style -_-'' I would type one or two words hit send and then, continue typing and send again. When I realized my mistake, I would then go, "Oh shit, this isn't WhatApps!!!". -_- BLEH!

Can someone please teach me how to love Mondays?

2010-12-06T15:30:00.007+08:00

Wokay, since I can't find any other productive things to do, I have decided to blog. Continuing from where I last stopped, I will just a name a few more other apps in which I think are useful and awesome.

Viber - iPhone users should download this (especially those who are in my contact list) then we can talk for 24/7. ;) Haha.
Futuregram - Works very well as a reminder, I like!
Talking Tom - When you are bored shitless and have got nothing better to do, have fun playing/talking with Tom Tom, the cat. It will entertain you and send you into a fit of laughter.
Photoshop Express - You can now directly edit pictures on your iPhone and upload it to FB. Hassle free, isn't it? ;)
Phototreats - There are several gorgeous effects in which can be used but then again, it all depends on the lighting of your photographs.
Gaming apps that I personally love - RednecksVS, Oven Break, Fruit Cup, Plock (used to be a popular game on FB), NinJump etc etc etc. Honestly, I downloaded a whole load of games and never really had the time to go explore it all so uh, that's about it for now.

Sorry, you have gotta go to iTunes to search for those apps yourself, very lazy to hyperlink 'em. Heh. Anyways, you people can check out AppShopper for new, free apps. Don't say I don't share good stuffs with y'all, alright? ;)

Moving on, important tips that I promised to share:

You can afford to buy the phone, do NOT be stingy when it comes to getting the accessories. Just walked into any Machines outlet and get a good screen protector and casing. Do NOT buy anything cheap because trust me when I say this: Cheap things are useless stuffs. I am serious. I have learned my lesson. :( I ended up wasting so much money cos I initially bought useless stuffs and later on, will still have to buy the better quality ones. Sigh. Talking about this makes me even more depress. :(

Go purchase stuffs from brands like Power Support or Switch Easy, effin' wicked! Those are gonna last you a long time and you don't have to keep purchasing over and over again. 'Invest' properly/correctly and you will end up with long term benefit. ;)

Things to blog about: Hermès: 'J'aime Mon Carré' Private Party and the night out with my favourite people. :) I may end up not blogging about it also. Haha, it all depends on my mood. :)


My straight bangs! :) What chuuuu sayyyy? ;)

In case, some of you can't quite remember how I look like, hope the picture up there will enlighten y'all. HAHAHAHAHA! Goodbye! xx.

Now say it with me: "LIFE IZ GOOOOOOD!" :D

2010-11-20T19:15:00.069+08:00

If you do remember, sometime back in September I did mentioned that life was being a b!tch. However, I had positive thoughts all the way with fingers crossed, of course. True enough, things gradually got better. So much better than I expected it to be.

I won't tell what exactly all the good happenings are but I am here to tell y'all that one of the main source of my happiness comes from Jayden. :) Well, I have been wanting to get an iPhone about a year ago or so but due to budget constraint, no iPhone for me. :( Thank God, I waited because I am now the owner of a sleek, sexy gorgeous iPhone 4. :D Right, I am buying this phone with my own moo-lah. Ah wait, I have got someone to sponsor 50%! Heh, yes I am blessed! :D

The hype for this long awaited phone was crazy! People queued up for long hours and this time round, there isn't a waiting list so it's a first come first serve basis thingy, in which I reckon that it is a stupid idea. For the record, I wasn't one of those desperate people who is willing to queue for hours to just get that phone. ;P Whenever I am informed that Maxis centers are given stocks (Every week, the centers are given 250 phones), I will just head over to the nearest center to check if it is still available. I went thrice and came home feeling disappointed.

I was pretty frustrated because I felt like I was conned. Time after time being told that the phones are available but everytime I am there, the consultants would say the iPhones aren't here yet. Hello, my dad don't own Petronas ya know? After the third time, I reached home, called up Maxis customer service and made this guy helped me check if the phones are available at The Gardens and Sunway Pyramid outlets. The dude said that I have to give him some time to check and I was like okayyy. I waited and waited for about an hour plus and no feedback. So, I called them up again. This time, a lady picked up and she put me on hold for like 10 minutes, got back to me and said that the phones are sold out at both the outlets. It was expected but I just wanted to bug them, pffft.

However, I guess that day luck was on my side, because the dude I spoke to earlier called me back about 4PM-ish and told me he reserved an iPhone for me at The Gardens outlet. O_O I told him to double check cos his colleague told me that they ran out of stock already. After getting my name, phone and I/C number, he hung up and in less than 20 minutes he called me back again to inform me that it is confirm that he managed to reserve the phone for me. Boy, was I elated! I didn't even ask him to reserve all I did was to ask him to check if there is any left! Awww, such a nice guy right right? Thank you, Aaron! Doubt you will not read this but hey, we never know right? The power of Google! :P

Dad drove me to The Gardens right after dinner and here comes another unpleasant experience. We waited for two goddamn hours for the Maxis staff to do all the processing stuffs and whatnots. I finally understood why other people were complaining so much. Just so you know, when I was there, there weren't many people and not everyone is there to get the phone. Yet, only God knows why it took them such a long time to get all the procedures done. Seriously, Maxis train your staffs to be more efficient please! Oh right, and be more polite too! What's with all the arrogant faces, eh (Note: not all are like that though)? If you hate your job oh-so-much, then quit! You aren't suppose to be there to show your displeasure to the customers. Pfft.

Finally, I got the phone in my hands at 10PM. I love my dad sooooo friggin' much. He was willing to wait eventhough he was felling lethargic since he just got back from work. Poor him! I felt quite bad actually. BLERGH! :( All he said was, "I really don't understand you people lah! Why wanna buy such a worthless piece of crap?". HAHA! Thank you for being willing to wait together with me to purchase the 'worthless piece of crap', Daddykins! ♡ :)


JAYDEN ♡♡ And yeap, that's TreJays at the back ;)

Reached home and the first thing I downloaded was Facebook and Skype. :P Didn't have much time to explore then because I was rushing to complete an assignment. Besides, at that time, I still don't quite know how to use that phone (I am referring to the syncing and downloading apps parts). Yes, call me a noob but now, I IZ PRO! :D Haha, kidding. ;)

Anywoots, here are some of my favourite apps:

INSTAGRAM, photography app! MAJOR ♡ !!! 'Nuff said!!!


The very first picah snapped using Instagram!

Evernote, lifestyle app.
Definitely make life a whole lot easier especially when it comes to grocery shopping (for my case that is). Don't have to use the old school way of writing down the 'things-to-buy' list on a piece of paper. Help save the Earth too. Go Green, indeed! ;)

Layout of Evernote.

Sky Burger, game app.
My favorito game! :D


Feeling hungry?

Okay, I have a few more other favourite apps but I have gotta go for dinner now and might yum cha later! So, I will share it with y'all another time! ;) I have some important tips to share as well. Have a great weekend people! And oh yes, I am definitely lovin' my new phone. :D

I iz on cloud nine! :)

2010-11-18T21:43:00.015+08:00

Since the momentum is already there, I might as well continue to write. But this time round, I can write freely, no academic writing styles and referencing shits! YAYY! Whoop whooop! :D Yes, I am done with all my assignments for Semester 4. Let the good times roll, babyyyy! ;) I have so much stuffs to blog about and I finally have the time to do so. *beams*


Hi! That's me with my new classic aviators! ♡ Finally found a pair that suits my face structure. Woots! P/S: Excuse the pale looking, retarded face of mine; that's a sign of post assignment stress.

However, I will only have about two weeks to de-stress and have truckloads of fun. Simply because, I will be starting my internship at Tribal DDB Malaysia on the 1st of December. :) Needless to say, I am looking forward to it and truth be told, I am feeling pretty excited too. Yeah, you may think, "What's the big deal? This is your second internship!". But helloooo, I am gonna work in a whole new different environment, department and with different people too. How can not one get hyped up right? I don't have any expectations because as the saying goes, the higher your expectation, the bigger your disappointment. :)

To those who will be back from land down under, fret not! I will spare time to hang out with y'all. Please don't throw tantrums! HAHAHA! My night time will be dedicated to you people. ♡ :) But then again, I do not know how hectic my working life will be. Never mind, I still have time after CNY provided that you guys don't fly back early. :(

Currently, my face is filled with zits (You obviously can't see it from the picture above due to camera angle, hah!). It's so annoyinggggg! GAH! Speaking of which, MMV could be one of the contributor too besides, all the late nights and stress. And goddamnit, of all days it has to visit me on Tuesday! For God knows what the reason is, on that unfortunate day, the cramp was so excruciating way beyond belief. I couldn't concentrate on my assignments and I can't bloody take a nap too! Seriously, it was soooo effing painful till the extent I cried in front of my mom. All my mom did was to say this: "You cry also no use, cry already the pain won't go away!". -_-'' Uh, my mom forbids me from taking painkillers, so yeah gotta endure the pain. :( YES, I BLOODY CRIED! I can't believe that I actually shed tears 'cos of the cramp. If you know me well enough, I am not one who cry easily. So yeah, go figure how painful it was. Pffft.

Sigh, I have got so many plans but too little time. If and only if I have a time machine to stop or rather alter time, wouldn't life be blissful? Come to think of it, I don't think I can ever run away from stress -_-'' I forgot that my mom assigned me a project, big one that is! ;) I will reveal about it soon enough. Gotta leave you guys in suspense, at the moment! HOHOHO! Meeeehhh, more brain juices needed! But I am definitely gonna drag the fidus Achates into this. *grins* HAHA!

Wokay, I shall stop writing now. Feeling lethargic and restless already! Whilst waiting for my dramas to buffer, I shall now go play with Jayden. Oh wait, Jayden whooooooo? Jayden the iPhone 4! HAHAHA! I know I deserve a slap for that lame joke. :P Anyways, the next post will be about the iPhone 4. :) Till then, ta! xx.

P/S: If you are wondering on whether or not I will continue my previous post, I can't guarantee that I will. When I wrote that, I was filled with so much anger. Right now, I am all smiles and feeling estastic, you don't expect me to write a post filled with rage, right? :P

The types of people I loathe most.

2010-10-16T01:07:00.006+08:00

I am not sure if I have blogged about this before but even if I have, that post is nowhere to be found in here since I have already imported it to my signed and sealed for good blog (Please refer to the previous post if you don't understand what I am talking about!).

This isn't a rant, I am just sharing my thoughts. After all, that is the purpose of this blog. :) Giving my thoughts and opinions about things that are in my head and not being able to speak about it openly, not because I can't but I choose not to. So, here we go:-

#1. People with absolutely no manners
Few days back in Uni while having lunch at Wong Kok Restaurant with my classmates, we came across this lady who has a very very very very very crude behaviour. She sent her son (in which I believed is a Taylorian) to get a table first and only joined him later with a friend. The place was extremely packed since it was lunch time and yeah, it was crammed too (place is very small). No space for any movement at all. Once you are seated, you have gotta sit still and not simply move around else you are gonna knock other people.

Okay, cut the grandmother stories. The moment that lady stepped in and found her son seated right at the corner with all the chairs blocking her way, she shouted out loud saying, "How the hell am I suppose to go in there now?". First thing first, mind your Ps and Qs, woman! Don't the word, 'Excuse me' exist in your dictionary? The moment she said that, my friend and the guys from other table started to move and gave way. Okay fine, gave way already, of course must say "Thank you" right? But nooooo, she did not! She just strutted off with a very unpleasant look on her face! Her complaints doesn't stop there. She had the cheek to say this out loud sarcastically after that, "Woah, the table very big hor?". Hello, there are only three of you eating, you don't expect the waitress to provide you with an eight-seater table. And she just can't stop mumbling and complaining; asking the son if there are any other places to eat, why must they eat here bla bla bla.

Once she is done with lunch, she wanted to leave and yet again, she can't seem to utter the word 'Excuse me'. She expects my friend and the guys to give way again. Well, they gave in and the word 'Thank you' wasn't heard, worst still she even showed her discontentment by shoving one of the chair from our table away. Geez, God knows how pissed I was at that time. It felt like the heat of my anger could possibly physically burn her. I honestly felt like telling her off. Given to me, I wouldn't even move an inch. I would wait till she says, "Excuse me" then only I will let her pass.

Gah, goddamn you bloody adult with no class or rather etiquette! Don't even know how to carry yourself well as a grown up. You deserve no respect, at all! From the way she spoke, I can sense that she is educated but unfortunately, education all go to waste since she can't even utter the word, "Excuse me please" and "Thank you". Tsk tsk. Setting such a bad example for the young adults. SHAME ON YOU!!!

In short, people who left their manners at the door deserve a few tight slaps, real hard ones please! Hopefully, that would knock some senses into their head.

Woah, never knew my first point will turned out to be this long. I have got a few more to go and I will leave that for another time, or else nobody will be bothered to read. The next few points are directed to certain people so yes, I will save it for another time. So, till then. Ta!

* To be continued... (I hope I will do so :P)

Guess who turned 4 today? :)

2010-10-05T02:00:00.008+08:00

Photo credit: http://lightening74.blogspot.com/

HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY SUGARRHONEYYHICCUPP.BLOGSPOT.COM :)

Some of you may be wondering why turned FOUR today? Well, simply because, sugarrhoneyyhiccupp was born back in 5th October 2006. However, I decided to export all the previous 1176 posts to another blog due to several reasons, last year (in the month of October too). Somewhat, I started afresh by changing the way I blogged and decided to use the same url. So yeap, technically, sugarrhoneyyhiccupp was never gone! :)

As a matter of fact, ever since I started anew, I rarely blog anymore. I tend to be more conscious and often at times, I have gotta think twice before blogging. Not to say I have a high amount of readership but still, I feel pretty insecure. Also, I can't seem to find any interesting topics to blog about. Suggestions, anyone? :)

Anyways, just a little update on my life because I know my friends who are not in Malaysia still do drop by from time to time to be a busybody. :P Kidding! Semester 4, by far, would be the semester I loathe most. Need I say more? Things aren't going the way it is supposed to be. High expectations, you say? But I am telling you, no it isn't. Somewhere/something is just not right and I have yet to figure out the root of the problem. That is when it kills! :( Sighs, whatever it is, life goes on!

On a happy note, I am finally changing my phone in month time or so (hopefully). :) YAYY! I even decided on its name already which is JAYDEN. :) Yes, go ahead and call me weird but I love love love naming my gadgets. Hah, sue me! Next up, would be the arrival of JayCee though I am not too sure how long I have gotta wait for that. Nonetheless, all is well. No rush, no hurry! :) I CAN WAITTTTTTT! ;)

Ah, time to sleep! I have been pretty deprived of beauty sleep lately. :( Gotta endure with this for the next 1 1/2 months. Sighs! Goodnight world! xx.

The world is a stage, we are the role players.

2010-09-08T15:07:00.006+08:00

Hello, the sky looks yellow, would you like to have some jello? :) Wokay, twas a fail attempt of trying to play the rhyme game. :( Ignore me, please!

Anywoots, I am on a two weeks mid-semester break right now. Honestly, I don't think this is a well-deserved break simply because I wasn't stressed out at all and have not experienced the hair pulling moments up till this point. So that explains why you don't see the hype. But, I will still make the best out of it by doing constructive stuffs. *beams*

For the past few months, everything sorta went downhill (in every aspect, unfortunately). I don't plan to share about it here just because, I do not want my privacy to be violated and there are lots of busybody(s) out there. So yeap, I have already shared all these with the loves and now with fingers crossed, I am hoping things will gradually gets better. :) You and I know, it will. Positive thoughts, ehy? :)

Side note: TO HELL WITH HATERS! :D I promised, I won't get affected by you mofos, anymore. Do whatever you want, you mofos won't bring me down. Ever heard of the saying 'an eye for an eye'? You treat me like trash, I will treat you like dirt! Oh right, to hell with ungrateful asshats too! :)


Came across this whilst I was Tumblr surfing. DAMN WICKED, I LIKE! Dedicated to whoever that feels the pinch ;) Credits to: http://crypticintellection.tumblr.com/

Enough about ranting on worthless douchebags. Moving on, last Friday right after classes, momsie and I went to Bangsar to pamper ourselves till our hearts are contented. :) Got a hair cut and my hair looks so neat now. At least, it has got a shape. As for my fringe, baby bangs no more, I got 'em real bangs this time. :P Momsie wasn't used to it, she kept laughing! Dad thinks I am cute (Haha wtf! He sure does know how to make his Princess happy and love him more!). My brother on the other hand, being the ass he always is, thinks I look funny! When I got home and he annoyed the shit outta me, I made faces, he started laughing and went, "HAHAHAHA! Damn, you look like an irritated doll! You look so funny!" -_- Yes, that is my brudder for you! Helloooo?! At least, I look MY age now and no one will said I am 24 or 25 (Yes, I get a lot of that from strangers! Woe is me!).

Skyping with the fidus Achates! ♡ :)
At the same time, wanted to show her my new hair cut, heh.
Can spot it or not? :P

Michelle Siew got all excited when she saw my hair and started screaming, "CHINA DOLL! CHINA DOLL!" (Revenge is sweet, huh babe?) but hey, at least she said I look good. ;) Even I think so too! :D Ngek ngek ngek. I just find my bangs a little too short, so am currently waiting for it to grow! :) It would be just in time for my grandma's birthday dinner in two weeks time, woohhooo! :)

Done with the hair cuts, we went on a shopping spree along Telawi streets. Lo and behold, I came home empty handed. Only momsie shopped, bah! I was planning to get a dress for the dinner but can't find anything that suits me, pffft. Can everyone please go "Well Done, Mei Hsuan"? :P Okay, truth be told, this time round, all the clothes are not to my liking, so yeah that explains why I have been a good girl lately. ;) However, I have a feeling by this year end, I am gonna finish up all the money I have saved. Mehhhhh... To save up, it takes ages but to spend it all away, it can be done in a day or two. :(

Oh wait, what? It is September already? :O For real?

Just because, I have a long break.

2010-08-17T13:55:00.009+08:00

As I am typing this, I am freezing my ass off *brrr* at one of the computer labs waiting for my next class to start at 4PM. I am supposed to be working on my MSS assignment but unfortunately, it can only be done using the older version iMac. Those labs that has the older version ones are all occupied. No, that is not an excuse! I was all fired up to complete my work but as always, something has to happen and kill the hype. PFFFT!

So, I might as well use up this free time to update the blog! :) Not like I don't have other not-so-urgent matters to get over and done with but oh well, the procrastination bug wins.

Right, I am supposed to update y'all on the report of my medical check-up in my previous post. But, I was overwhelmed with excitement because of the new bag, thus I totally forgot to mention about it. Heh. Anyways, I went for a consultation and everything turned out to be perfectly fine! :) I was just freaking myself out the other day. Uh, can't blame me though because there were so many asterisks. The results were all computer generated so yeah, it is pretty sensitive. Whenever, it goes over the benchmark (not sure if that's the right word to use in this context), the asterisk sign will show.

Did I mention that my liver test results was asterisked too? :P HAHA! That was when I started panicking because I think I over-drank last year end. Through the whole 2009, I rarely drank and during the month of December, I think I pumped way too much alcohol into my body. -_-'' If I have been drinking moderately throughout the whole year, then it shouldn't be a problem, I THINK. But imagine, not drinking for the past nine months or so and out of a sudden, GUSHHHHHHH *gulp gulp gulp*! So, I assumed the liver couldn't take it due to the excessive amount of alcohol consumption. Pssst, I actually vowed to stop drinking.

But hey, that promise was made before the consultation session. :P Since now it has all been verified and my livers are actually functioning extremely well (it was actually 0.1 point below the benchmark -_-'' freak out for no reason!), so umm, to the one who teased me and said I can't drink anymore, when is the next drinking session?! :D

Though feedbacks are positive, I have gotta start living a healthy lifestyle. I mean, I know my body better than anyone else no? The backache issue is still bothering me :( Le sigh. Complaining about my backache so often made me sound like a 60 year old lady. :( Even grandmas don't whine as much as me.

On a random note, wouldn't it be awesome if humans are able to own this machine that helps out in decision-making? Say, like you are in a dilemma or being indecisive, just tell the machine your problem and it will help you make the RIGHT decision! WOULDN'T THAT BE WONDROUS? Well, at least I think it is. Though, I admit that it sounds a tad stupid because one gotta 'talk' to the machine. Nonetheless, it isn't taxing for the brain and one wouldn't need to be stressed up, therefore your life span will not shorten. Right right? Bah, wake up, Mei Hsuan! Come back to REALITY! :(

I can't feel my toes anymore and my fingers are shaking real bad -yes, it is THAT cold- so I shall stop typing and get out of this freaking cold room lab for some warm air! Till then, ta! xx.

Sharing the joy! :)

2010-08-07T15:05:00.013+08:00

First week of Uni was a breeze with tutorial classes being canceled. Wait, on second thoughts, maybe not, because first lectures are all about assignments briefing. Le sigh! I am kinda dreading this semester because most of the essays are to be written in the academic style, in which I truly loathe. :( All the referencing and whatnots, BAH!

Positive thoughts Mei Hsuan, positive thoughts! I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!!! *chants* Time to gather 'em motivations and inspirations!!! I can do it, I can do it *chants again* And oh please, do keep the word encouragements flowing in as well. :) I need 'em so very much!

On a happy note, guess what guys, GUESS WHAT?! :D

Oohh, what's wrapped up in there, eh? ;)

*DRUM ROLLS*

TADAH!! :D :D
The Longchamp Le Pliage in Bilberry from Paris! ♡

Thank you Joey Soo for helping me purchase it! :) My first choice was the one in Navy but unfortunately, the whole of Paris doesn't have the Navy one anymore. Oh wells, Bilberry is slightly purplish. Somehow, it looks pretty much like Navy and it is a new color! :) The Le Pliage (means fold or bend in French) collection is Longchamp's premiere line or rather signature bags. Yes, you can see half the women population carrying this bag. It is what they called the "ladies' everyday bag".

Now, it's my turn to test the durability and I will comment about it soon enough! Hmm, I want to engrave my name on the bag but I am not too sure if the stores here have such services. Bah, I have a slight tinge of regret currently for not getting the short handle one in red garance as well. Geez!

I am elated because finally, I owned a designer bag that was bought with my own hard earned/saved money! :) Though, it may be the cheapest among other labels but hey, I ain't earning five figures, yet! :P I have always wanted to purchase my very first designer bag with my own moo-lah because that way, it gives me more satisfaction but late last year, momsie gave me a MBMJ already! :S Dush! I personally dislike using the parents' money splurging on such stuffs because all these are MY penchants not theirs. That explains why I never DEMAND for 'em. :) If they offer, it is a different story altogether.

Since I have already bought the bag, I gotta think about the next thing on the list which is a new phone. Ngek ngek ngek :D Then, you will see me ~~street begging~~ living like a poor and ~~might start robbing banks~~ will have to start working my ass off to save up again!

Bring on, Semester Four! :)

2010-08-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

Today marks the last day of my mid-semester break. Part of me feels overjoy, part of me dreads it. But after much thoughts, it is good to be back in Uni once again. I wouldn't want to bum around anymore. I had enough of that already! :)

Timetable sucks big time but oh well, hopefully there will be amendments. I am sort of prepared for this new semester, so uh you can pretty much say that I am looking forward to it. :) Just need to get more inspirations and motivations though because I am always in need of 'em. Besides, those are the only things that keep me going and pushes me! With fingers crossed, I hope I wouldn't slack this time round. In fact, be even more diligent compared to last semester. *prays hard*

I even requested for a gift of encouragement from the parents. Heh. :) Since it has been awhile, I have received such rewards, so yeah, I guess it doesn't hurt to make me happy right? :D Actually, I secretly wished that you two pay would for my Longchamp instead. HAHA. But it's okay, I still love that gift! Thank you, momsie and daddykins for the pressie! :) Now, I have gotta keep to my promise though. Geez, pressure stress pressure stress. Rawr!

Anyways, yesterday I went for a massage for the second time. Apparently, it helps to ease my backache problem as well. I reluctantly went because I knew the aftermath is gonna be real bad. I will be in agony for a few days, really! Says who massages are relaxing? Bullfreakingcrap, okeh?! It is like going through hell!!! I kid you, not! Fine, maybe because I have got issues with my backbone and I have poor blood circulation. But still, GAH! :( The pain was extremely excruciating. :( I wanted to stop going but my dad forced me to, so I obliged. :(

I am trying my very very best to live a healthy lifestyle right now. Well, I just got my medical report back today and results shown were quite negative. I will be going for a consultation on Tuesday. Momsie assured me that it is nothing serious but still, I can't help but to worry. :( I so need to take care of myself. At the age of 20, there are so many complications already, this is absolutely bizarre!

For the past few days everything went downhill. Emotions gone all haywire too. It hurts, but I vowed to endure, for I believe what hurts me will make me a stronger. And also, I will have to decide whether to let this hurt prolong or not as Bob Marley says, "Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for". So yeap, worth it or not, I will decree. :)

Now that Uni will commence tomorrow, do expect minimal updates from me. Perhaps, when I feel like procrastinating I would blog to kill some time. Till then, ta! :)

If only good times will never have to come to an end...

2010-07-22T23:02:00.010+08:00

But hey, we all know that it is inevitable. As much as we all want to choose to live in denial and keep telling ourselves that, good times will never end but when reality sets in and hit/slap/kick you real hard, that is when it hurts.

By this week, all my friends will be returning to the land down under. Truth be told, I do NOT want them to leave. :'( Surprisingly, none of them felt like going back too. -_-'' The day before they fly off, they will be whining and whining endlessly about how much they want to stay back. I find it rather amusing, heh.

Nonetheless, each and everyone of us have got commitments. Being a grown up (Yeah yeah, go ahead and start rolling your eyes now :P), we all have to learn to set our priorities right. After all, we have got to chase after those big dreams, no? :) As a matter of fact, when it comes to having fun, we will NEVER get enough of it! Even after hitting the limits, you would still say you want more. That is just human nature, I guess?

Anyways, to those whom I made a pact with, don't ever let that slip out from your mind. We need to materialize it! :D Can actually use this as one of our inspiration/motivation too. Gotta keep it going, yawww! ;)

I kinda regretted not taking pictures during all the outings, grrr. WHAT A LOST! If that ever happens, I must be going through the bad hair days or 'I-do-not-feel-like-facing-the-camera' phase. Otherwise, I will be happily snapping away. Hopefully, my memory will preserve those moments well enough.

Looking on the bright side, without them lovelies around, I can actually concentrate and focus more on studies. Oh, not forgetting, I will be able to save up as well. Simply because, there will be lesser outings and whatnots. Though, those are the things that make my days but it is alright, I have got them treasured memories to last me for the next few months. Thank you for the good times y'all, thank you so very much! :)

I have yet to meet up with those who are back from UK. Apparently, most of them are still suffering from jet lag, so their sleeping hours have all gone haywire and they still need time to mend it. But it is okay since most of them will be here till September or so, we still have got plenty of time. :) I will definitely make time to meet up though I will already have classes, by then. The first few weeks wouldn't be that hectic, I suppose? *fingers crossed*

Sigh, I have been sleeping late every night and now, when I try to sleep early, I ended up tossing and turning in bed. Even when I am feeling extremely lethargic, I just can't sleep. This is seriously bad. I need to tune my biological clock but I have got no idea how to do so. :( Le sigh.

As for tonight, I won't be able to sleep because I can't get that pair of pretty wedges I tried on in Bangsar out of my head!!! ARGH! *screams* Though, I successfully resist myself from purchasing it but, I. AM. DYING. TO. GET. IT. RIGHT. NOW. !!!. :(

Anywoots, guess who will be rolling up this Sunday from a seemingly well-deserved hols? ;) Geez, time bloody flies! I can't believe July is coming to an end already.

My head has lots of stories to tell.

2010-07-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

But, I just can't seem to find time to convey 'em all. I have been very occupied lately; having truckloads of fun at the same time, stressing over certain matters (sometimes only, but still it can be pretty draining alright?!). Sigh, I wish I could get one or two things off my head. As much as I want to do so, it just doesn't seem as easy as it is. I will just go with the flow, for now. :) I will just try to blog as much as I can since it is already 2:25AM right now, brain isn't functioning that well. Blergh, so much for wanting to sleep early during hols but ended up sleeping so much later as compared to Uni days. Tsk!

Anywoots, about a month ago, I went to dye my hair (as some of you may already know) at Toni&Guy Academy. Thank you Samantha Chow for the ride there! :) Well, I went there with the intentions to dye but ended up highlighting it. I have always wanted to try red and finally, I did! :) I absolutely love the outcome of it when my hair was blown in the saloon and whatnots but after that, BOOHOOO, the color doesn't seem to be visible. Dush, wasted five hours gluing my butt on the seat and the highlights are barely visible. How disappointing! :( I should have just chosen to dye instead! Oh well, at least now I know what suits me!

You should be able to see A STRAND of the red highlights here.
But goddamnit, Blogger screwed up the picture quality so yeah, :( Gah!
And yes, I have natural straight hair okay?! :D

So what I have been up to? Outings after outings, endless shopping spree, stuffing oneself silly with yummy yumpkins but overpriced food, occasionally helping out the parents with the 'big' thing etc. Oh right, not forgetting watching Korean dramas after Korean dramas. I went to the extent of re-watching those old dramas that I heart! :D Those are the real good ones, yo! After so long, it still never fail to stir my emotions. In addition, I have already watched those more than ten times and up till now, I haven't got bored of it! :)

On a side note, this year's summer collection was THE BOMB! I tried my very best to resist and I think I succeeded? ;) Didn't shopped much this time round *pats self* Meh, if and only if, I was born in UK, wouldn't life be blissful? What more when pounds have dropped till so low now. :( Heh, but I am actually asking my cousin's girlfriend to get me a Longchamp from London :) It is so so so sooooo much cheaper over there, seriously. I can buy two Longchamps from UK for the price of one in Malaysia. That is how much I saved! ;) Honestly, never ever buy any designer labels from Malaysia, not worth it at all. :)

Truth be told, I was really really really tempted to purchase two but, the Balenciaga is calling out for my name. :( Gotta save up for it! Initially, I wanted to get a Balenciaga instead of a Longchamp but heck, I desperately need a bag for Uni and after much discussions with my fellow shopaholic friends, they told me Longchamp would be a better choice. Besides, Balenciaga isn't cheap! GAH! So, it has to wait! :(

Certain brands released their fall/winter collection already! So excited! Wheeeee! :D I have yet to check it all out because I just don't have the time to sit down and browse through one by one. Just managed to catch a glimpse of it on Tumblr because I am following some fashionistas' site and they are sharing some of the snapshots. ;)

Oh btw, did I tell you I have this habit of bleaching all my white color clothing? I am not obsessed with those bleach detergents, fyi. It is just that I can't stand seeing my white color apparels having stains or if it isn't pure white. It MUST be really really white. So, everytime I wash 'em I would definitely add bleach.

Few days back, I bought a white Zara skirt, which is gonna be my favourite skirt! :D Guess what happened to it? It turned from white to yellow. I got all panicky and screamed for my mom. She told me to soak it in the water and see what happens.

However, the itchy hands of mine just had to add more detergents into it. And VOILA, from yellow it turned green! I quickly turned on the tap and washed it under the running water. With fingers and toes crossed, I put it out to dry and hope that I didn't make things worse. Anyways, I just checked the skirt just now, it looks white! :D Luckily, I quickly rinsed it off under running water or else, there would be a green patch near the button hole area. -_-''

Sigh, I am a certified white colored clothing destroyer. :( A few other of my white apparels turned a little yellowish too. Must be due to the bleach overload. :( I so need to get rid of that habit. I am indirectly torturing my poor clothing. :( Le sigh!

Ah, goddamnit! Uni is starting in two weeks time! :( Before the stress wave hits again, I shall make the best out of these last two weeks of hols!!! Oh wait, can I not go back to Uni? :(

P/S: Cranberry vodka on you when you are back! xx. :) imy. -6days-

Don't succumb, DON'T! But oh shit, I did in the end!

2010-06-27T04:52:00.010+08:00

Wokayy, referring back to my previous post, I know I made it sound really cool to finish up a 16 episode drama in two days time. However, to be honest, it is so not cool. The aftermath was très horrible! Well, it was like a hangover. Perhaps, not that bad but uh, you get the idea, don't you?

Seriously, do not try what I did though. Very very unhealthy and damaging not only physically but mentally as well. I admit, I will never be able to get off a stupendous drama once I have already started. Tell me how to stop when there is suspense towards the ending of each and every freaking episode? I just gotta find out what happens next and make sure the storyline turns out to be the way I want it to be! If it doesn't, I will be all cranky!

I was going through severe withdrawal symptoms too and boy, was it bad! As per usual, I was emotionally attached and my emotions went all haywire. I know it sounds bizarre but you see, I have no control over it. It just... happened like that? Not once, not twice, not thrice but many many many times. It was really draining and I was on the verge of going bonkers. Thank God, Michelle was there to listen to me rattle and finally, she feels me all because of Anime (I know right, of all things Anime?!?!! My best friend is very unpredictable!). I used to find it really outlandish to react like this but hey, as far as I am concerned, I am NOT the only one who is reacting this way. *phew* High five to you drama addicts out there! We are all on the same boat. :) *cheers*

Did I mentioned that the following day I fell ill? It was none other than a bloody sinus attack. I had difficulties sleeping because I couldn't breathe and my nasopharynx and oropharynx areas hurt so much, AGAIN! Can you imagine how much I suffered? Tsk tsk. To sum it all up, here's the equation:

Severe drama withdrawal symptoms + sinus (incapable of breathing + inner nose agony) = Oh. My. God. Please. Kill. Me. !!!.

HAHAHAHA kidding. I was just being dramatic! :) But then, no jokes on the part where I was in distress. :( T'was really bad okeh?! If it wasn't for the withdrawal symptoms, things wouldn't be that bad anyhow. Geez, I truly hate myself for letting the emotions screw me up. Mental exhaustion is worse than self-inflict injury, 'nuff said!

On a side note, all hail NASAL SPRAY, one of the most amazing creation everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Because of that spray, I am finally breathing normally. :) It works like magic, reallyyy! :D


Thank you so much Aunt Sanny for the spray! :)

This seriously works better than anything!!! :D I know, I once said that I will have to live on Clarinase for the rest of my life and how fast I can heal after taking 'em pills but sadly, not anymore. There are only two possibilities:

Overdose. Don't have to go O_O because no, I am not a drug addict. :)
My body system is already immune to that drug. Thus, whenever I consumed it, there will be no effect, whatsoever - meaning it will no longer work for me.

Since in the long run those drugs will lose its effectiveness, I highly recommend the above spray to all sinus patients out there! Unfortunately, that particular spray isn't available in Malaysia. :( You gotta get it from Australia and I managed to ask Michelle get me another one as a back-up since I suffer from sinus pretty often! Fret not though, you can actually go to the pharmacy and get other brands but I am not sure if it is as effective as the above one. No harm giving it a try anyway! :)

(Note: I am not doing an advertorial. Just thought of sharing it with the rest who often gets sinus attack too, for I know how torturous is it to be a sinus patient.)

Anyways, it is 4.52AM now. It is time to hit the sack and I shall put a stop to all these late nights, after today. Goodnight all! Toodles! :)

The definition of a stupendous drama.

2010-06-16T16:20:00.009+08:00

The title pretty much says it all, doesn't it? :) With that being said, you would be able to guess what I have been up to for the past few days. Heh. I finished up the remaining two episodes of Personal Preference on Monday noon and I was feeling bored. So, I was browsing through MySoju and came across Prosecutor Princess. Well, I thought I should give it a benefit of doubt though the description sounds boring. I finished that drama in two days; slept at 6AM on Monday and 2:10AM yesterday. Face it y'all, I iz a champion! :D Well, it is not the first time anyway. :P


Prosecutor Princess Picture credit: http://kojaproductions.wordpress.com/

I personally felt that the latter was worth watching compared to the former. I mean yeah, all K dramas romance series are pretty much similar but the latter somehow depicts what the society is like and it somewhat tells the audiences, "THIS IS LIFE, BABEH!". It shows what the real world is like - how one would take advantage of another for their own benefits and how love can change it all, et cetera. No denies in certain aspects, it still is as cliché as ever but hey, doesn't that define K drama? :P Umm, I will just stop right here because I do not want to be a spoiler. Anyways, that is just my personal opinion. :) Watch it for yourself and be the judge! ;) Oh right, two thumbs up for the OSTs as well. ;)

Personal Preference
Photo credit: http://www.koreandrama.tv/

As for the former, it is for those who are still 'gugu gaga-ing' over Lee Minho like, "OMG-it-is-Lee-Minho-he-is-so-freaking-hot-I-must-watch-!!!!!!". If you are not, then don't bother watching, really. Psssst, just so you know, I am not 'gugu gaga-ing' over him - the BOF fever has died down long time ago. I wanted to watch because I have got no other dramas to watch, at the same time wanted to procrastinate during my two weeks hols. Nyehh! Honestly, the beginning was bohhh-ohhh-ringggg! I know, it has been listed as the top drama in most of the sites, well simply because Lee Minho is the lead actor. -_- I nearly gave up at episode 5. :S

A superb drama would be one in which, is able to grip the audiences' attention, keep them hooked to it, make them wanna watch it episode after episode and think that it is alright to neglect their beauty sleep *cough* :) Of course, to achieve all that, it involves spectacular acting skills, awesome OSTs, amazing storyline, perfect effects, motions and the list goes on. Those would be the general elements and no doubts, different individuals will gauge in a different way and have their own opinions.

If a drama can evoke my powerful emotions, I would certainly add it into 'My Favourite Drama' list. To be able to make the viewers feel immensely overwhelmed (i.e: weep like a baby or laugh so hard like a maniac) is never easy. It requires hell lot of skills to stir our feelings or rather, make us feel how is it like to be in your shoes. Whenever I watch the behind scenes footage, I am often left in awe. It amazes me to see how well they can fit themselves into a character -by portraying the role/part full with emotions- whose personality totally differs from the real him/her. Once again, it is all about the inborn talents and skills, eh? :)

Truth be told, English TV series have always fail to capture my attention except for one though - Glee. I have got no idea why but I have got no interest in other series (for instance, Gossip Girls & Grey's Anatomy) although the hype was extremely prodigious.

Well, what can I say? Korean dramas, FTW! :)

Why hello there, semester break! :)

2010-06-11T14:58:00.007+08:00

Hello all! :) Nope, I am not dead yet, just emotionally exhausted but all is good. No words can describe how elated I am right now. :) I have completed ALL my assignments for Semester 3! *happy sigh* Though, I am completely drained right now but its okay, I will take some time out to blog before napping. :)

Actually, I have two assignments due today but I submitted both yesterday. Another one due on Monday but I sort of finished it today. Just need to verify a little something and I am done! The feeling of accomplishment I get is just... well, priceless! :) Who would have thought I would be able to work so diligently and NOT procrastinate, eh? *pats self* Hahahaha! >:D My mom thinks I am crazy and she scolded me for doing so because the aftermath were severe backache and splitting headache. I need to visit the chiropractor again for my backbone alignment because the pain is getting more and more unbearable! :(

Anyways, that aside. I would like to share this site called Le Love with y'all. Honestly, I think it is such a good read. :) I love the pictures and all the stories that were shared. Some depict love as such a beautiful thing but some obviously make love seem like hell. I wonder, to be able to write that well about love, do I need to be in that position? Well, I doubt it though, so I should give it a shot yes? ;)

However this time round, I would like to talk a little about hatred and jealousy. I remembered, Uncle Richard once said, "this world is full of anger and hatred". I can't agree less on that! It amazes me to see how certain people can loathe others over petty and pointless matters. That just shows how shallow one can be or rather how lifeless they are, no?

No one ever said it was wrong to hate but I find it amusing when they have the hatred feeling in them for a person because of insignificant issues. Isn't that just plain dumb? Often at times, hatred is caused by jealousy. I really do not understand why should a person be green with envy over someone's else achievement or just because they are better than you. That seriously won't bring you far ahead, ya' know? Instead of filling yourself with hatred and turning green, OUTDO them! :)

Just a note though: I certainly DO NOT put up with people who are two-faced! And if you have got issues with me, talk it out. Do NOT act like a complete doofus/bitch for such act/behaviour is awfully despicable!

In short, HATERS, DON'T BE HATIN' YO JUST BECAUSE THAT SHOWS HOW SHALLOW YOU ARE! :) But then again, it is your life. So, lead life the way you want it to be! With that being said, I rest my case. :)

Ah right, FIFA World Cup will be starting in approximately 7 hours! Woohhhooo~ I can't wait to watch the opening. :) I will be rooting for Brazil and Germany! :D So, who are you guys supporting? Thank God, these matches are being played during my hols. :)

Speaking of hols, I am currently waiting for those peeps to get their asses back from UK and Aussie land. So many plans but yet, none can be carried out. COME BACK FAST PEOPLE!!! The super happy fun time awaits us. :) Meanwhile, I want the Glee series! *ahem*

And lastly, I WANT THE IPHONE 4, goddamnit! It is such a sexy/sleek *inserts all adjectives that best describes it* phone, I do not know how to resist. :( Even anti-Apple fans, *cough* are dying to get it! I am waiting for the price list to be released and from there, I will have to decide! Dear Maxis, please don't come up with such an exorbitant price list, PLEASEEE! *prays hard*

Anywoots, I am off for some very much well-deserved nap. Till then, toodles! :)

The world loves me!

2010-05-17T20:16:00.023+08:00

Truth be told, I have got no intentions to update this blog anymore. I will log in only when, I have this sudden urge to write or share stuffs with whoever who still drop by. However, I will make it a point to at least blog twice or thrice every month. :)

Partly, it is also because, I just can't bring myself to share about my personal life so openly just like how I used to few years back. I find it really scary doing so. And I realized, as I grow older, I prefer to keep things to myself and just share it with people whom I am close to. I don't see the point of telling the world about it.

But then, if you have any queries, please do ask. Do not play the guessing game! I know at times, I do drop a hint or two mysteriously and many have made assumptions but seriously, don't. :)

To those who love to over expose their life on the net or rather social networking sites (ie. Facebook), I suggest that you read this article. It is about time to tone down, eh?

Anyways, as always, I am just gonna jump from one topic to another. Hmm, semester 3 is coming to an end in about a month time. It just feels like yesterday when Uni resumes after a good three months break but say what? It is all coming to an end soon and I will have 1 1/2 months of hols. Oh well, I guess instead of ranting about how fast time flies, I should just live life the way it is. :)

So far, the third semester has been good! Minus all the stress, pressure and late nights, I still heart Uni life. :) If only, it involves drinking while doing assignments, things would be better though! ;)

Speaking of drinking, my alcohol tolerance level went down again. :( I sort of achieved a high level with regular drinking sessions from 16th December 2009 till like February 2010. But right after that, I kinda stopped drinking! Mehhh, I miss the 'will you please down this glass now' moments. ♥

Two Fridays ago, I took some time out to meet up with the three chaps. And of ALL days, MMV just gotta pay me a visit on that particular day. Perfect timing, indeed! I was suffering from really bad cramps till I lost my appetite and obviously mood as well. Thus, I thought of giving the meet-up a pass. But then, Juen was ~~begging~~ dying to see me *cough* so yeah, I still went anyway. Sigh, the things I do for you... Now, you know how much I heart you idiot! :P

L-R: WeiZhuan, Simon, Juen & I :) :) :)

Seriously, I have to admit that I am really, really reallyyy glad that all four of us met up that Friday night! :) *happy sigh* Geez, I am still quite taken aback by the changes I seen and heard. Hehh. For more pictures, you guys can click here to check it out! :) But if you are not in my friend list, two words for you: TOO BAD! :D Heeee. Rightttt, I met Jason Lo there too! :D He is so cuteeee, not that chubby anymore! :P HAHA!

(Note: Picture above stated 8th May 'cos image was taken after midnight! :P So basically, it was 7th and 8th May!)

On a much more happier note, friends who are in US, UK and Australia are coming back very the soonies. *squeals in excitement* :D :D :D Sigh, I miss each and everyone of you oh-so-much and this time, I promise to meet up with y'all before you guys leave again.

Ohhh OHHHH! Guess what guys? :D In the previous post I mentioned that I would be getting a dSLR for 'free', yes? And thank God, I didn't get it so soon because *jeng jeng jeng* I am now asked to choose between a Canon EOS 500D, Canon G11 or Canon S90! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Initially, I was offered a Canon EOS 1000D only, so it is a take it or leave it scenario! But now... *grins* :D :D :D My paranoia sure did me some good (in this context only d'oh!), no? ;) Well, you can pretty much guess which I will be choosing. :)

Ah, my stomach is growling. Time for dinner! Till then, toodles. xx. :)

Of being inattentive, fearful and indecisive.

2010-04-28T13:45:00.069+08:00

So now, 1 week 2 days of holidays has just past. What have I done so far? Nothing constructive, definitely. :( Such a bum! And yet, I have the cheek to go round complaining about my workload to other people and obviously, some of them were ticked off and started to lecture (some did it in a harsh way, some said it very sarcastically) me. :( I know I deserved it, so yeah thank you very much! Somehow or rather, those lectures/scoldings knocked some senses into my head but once again, not for a very long time.

If only I could be more diligent, I wouldn't be suffering now. I need something to scare the bejesus outta me and that would certainly push me further. There are a few things that would actually scare me but the impact would last not more than 30 minutes. I guess, that just shows how much I do not care, eh? Major attitude problem that needs to be fixed.

Sometimes, I feel that I have let-down certain people. They would be there to encourage and motivate me and some even till the extent of sending a random text asking me to work hard and not waste time but yet, I don't seem to be productive enough. :( Why am I like this, whyyyyy?! Okay, enough of telling the world how lazy I am.

Next, would be about me being extremely paranoid. Sigh! I was actually supposed to get a 'free' dSLR early this year. Well, 'free' means neither my parents nor I have to fork out a single cent. Don't ask how but yeah, 'free' lah! :) Many asked me what am I still waiting for? Like hello, after two break-in cases within a year, I can't afford to keep any valuable stuffs in my house anymore. But then again, I can't always be bringing all belongings out right? Therefore, the best solution would be to not spend on those expensive stuffs. I can't possibly carry both TreJays and the dSLR (which will be named JayCee - yesh, there is a story behind that name too) everywhere I go. At times, I just gotta leave things behind with a heavy, heavy heart that comes together with crazy paranoid feelings that kills me. :(

My mom kept telling me to NOT be so paranoid but I just can't help it. In fact, everytime we leave the house I would start to worry, thinking if anyone would break-in or not and yeah, basically uneasy feelings. So well, I guess the dSLR has gotta wait till next year then. :( Oh well, it is not like I am dying for it, so I think I don't mind the wait. Hmm, just that sometimes when my digital camera is being a royal pain in the ass, it really gets on my nerve and I wish I own a better camera.

Now, its about my dilemma; an iPhone or a designer handbag? I am torn between those two. I have finally saved up enough for a designer bag because I have always wanted to purchase one with my own money. But then, at the same time, I would like to get an iPhone too! :S I have a feeling many would be rooting for an iPhone and will go, "Why the hell are you spending so much on a bloody HANDBAG?". But yo, you will never ever understand why I am willing to spend so much on a bag just because, you DO NOT have a strong penchant for bags just like I do. Enough said? I would actually starve myself to save up to get a designer bag. Remember that I used to blog about my dream of having a walk-in wardrobe just full of bags? Woah, big dream but not working hard towards it! Tsk tsk tsk.

Oh btw, I will sidetrack a little because I have something to share! :)

Check out the knee-length boots! Goddammit, I wish I have such SLENDER legs! :(

Absolutely gorgeous Christian Louboutin boots!!! Mehh, I wish I can wear 'em! :( Umm, the bag looks like a Balenciaga a.k.a Motorcycle bag. It totally screams glam rock, laid-back glamour and edginess! ;) Lovelovelove. :)

Okay, I shall not deviate. So, I am still weighing the pros and cons, yet to come out with a conclusion on which to buy. Geez, if I were to choose the iPhone, it would be my first time using my OWN money spending on a gadget. So not me cos I am one who is not willing to splurge on gadgets. So far, all my gadgets were sponsored by daddy! Well, I did proposed a 50-50 deal but it was rejected, dush dush! I am not gonna ask for any opinions for I know most of you would ask me to get the iPhone. :) Sigh, dilemma dilemma dilemma.

Anywoots, I am not done with my blog template. I am very, very 'buhsy buhsy' (HAHA I miss hearing that! GAHHH!) these days! When my brother saw my header, he went, "EH, why you put the four pictures there?". Now, why CAN'T I put the four pictures there? What's wrong with it, huh?! Pffft.

Okeh, I am done blogging for now. Gotta go settle some stuffs. Ta!

NOTE!

2010-04-16T15:16:00.007+08:00

I have got itchy fingers so, I started editing the blog's layout. I am not liking what I see, right now! I will take some time to fix this. I might need some help too, everything looks screwed up! GAHHH! :(

BE. RIGHT. BACK. !!!

P/S: This is my first short post and it will be deleted because this blog is meant for long wordy posts, ONLY. :)

My poor, poor health condition.

2010-04-11T17:00:00.004+08:00

Hello fellow earthlings of Mother Nature! Well, I think it is time to update a little because I know my friends who are studying abroad do drop by here from time to time to get the 'latest' updates of my life since we rarely talk these days due to time differences and our hectic schedules. :(

So, where do I start now? Well, the past few weeks have been really, really hectic. Truth be told, it wouldn't turn out to be THAT hectic, if and only if, I didn't procrastinate. I don't know why but I seem to love last minute work. This may sound crazy but yeah, the adrenaline rush gives me thrill though we all know how bad things can turn out to be. All those unwanted eye bags, unnecessary stress and late nights can be avoided but I chose not to avoid 'em.

Oh btw, what do you think about my new blog header? :) I had this sudden urge to change it because I kinda got bored of the previous one. Hmmm, I might want to edit the fourth picture again. It kinda spoils the whole header or so I think, it does. Bah, I will see if I can do something about it during my 2 weeks hols. :)

Right, speaking of 2 weeks hols, it starts on 19th of April. I wouldn't really say I can sit back, relax and enjoy during that particular 2 weeks because it is more of a 'you-are-suppose-to-complete-your-assignments' hols. If I am not mistaken, I gotta hand in about 3 assignments when Uni resumes. But knowing me, I would have my own fair share of fun as well. I need to learn to manage my time though. *cough*

Continuing from the previous post on the part where I was sick, well, I got better after paying a visit to the doctor. However, few days back, my nose started to block once again. To make things worse, the nasopharynx and oropharynx areas hurt so much and I have got no idea why. That led to a very grumpy me on Thursday. Then, on Friday, my spine was aching. I pulled a long face the whole day and momma was being exceptionally nice and helped me relieve the pain by applying some ointment. I was actually expecting more stern lectures and nagging. :O I swear, I feel like a 20 year old lass trapped in a 60 year old woman body. Sigh! :(

My daddy and momma are starting to get really annoyed whenever I complained that my spine hurts. They blamed entirely on my sitting posture and the fact that I am glued to the chair for about 8 hours (so says my daddy) a day facing TreJays. Last Sunday, momma read this article entitled, Encouraging blood flow (you can find that in last week's The Star health section) to me and we all came to a conclusion that I have a very, very poor blood circulation. Out of the many symptoms mentioned in the article, I scored about 9. Very very bad, indeed. Yes, I know, something has gotta be done!!!

Now, I am trying to cut down my hours dating TreJays, eat more tomatoes, watermelons etc etc etc and do whatever exercise that I can. Sigh, I so need to fix my spine problem. It really is killing me. :( Call me pessimistic, but I have a feeling I am gonna die young!

Now, who wants to have haircut? You can come to me! :)

2010-03-15T00:10:00.004+08:00

I have a feeling, in my past life, I was this world renowned hairstylist who only considers the rich and famous as my clientele. In short, I choose who I want to serve. ;) And oh, I think my number #1 foe was Alexandre Zouari.

This is because, in this present life of mine, I love to cut my own hair. Okay, that sounds really drastic. I shall rephrase it; I love to trim my own fringe. I have itchy fingers and I can't stand it when my hair is extremely thick especially the fringe. I would then grab a pair of scissors and start to snip, snip, snip!

I have done that so many times and many have been telling me to stop it. They would go, "OMG WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO YOURSELF? Are you out of your mind?" Bla bla bla bla bla.. But hey, I find it thrilling! I have to admit that 9 out of 10 times, I scored a big F - Failure for it. However, I live by the saying, "practice makes perfect"! And also, I observed how my hairstylist cuts my hair everytime I visit him.

Last night, I look into the mirror and realized that my hair has grown out of shape and it is too thick. My mom pointed that out few weeks back but I am not planning to get a haircut. Firstly because my hairstylist's fees don't come cheap. Secondly, I friggin' loathe fresh haircuts. I feel as if I don't have anymore hair left. :( I have gotta wait for at least one to two weeks for it to grow to achieve the perfect outcome.

Since I have got no intentions to visit my hairstylist, I decided to trim my own hair again! I wanted baby bangs this time, so I have to do it really, really slowly and carefully! After contemplating on how and where to start, the snipping process begun... *snip snip snip*

About 15 minutes later, VOILA! It's done! And guess what? It looks pretty darn good. :) Wooohhooo! *pats self* I have practiced and observed for quite some time already, thus it is of no surprise even if I succeeded. :P Unfortunately, I've got no pictures of it... yet! So now, you guys finally understand why I said that I was a renowned hairstylist in my past life, no? ;) The past is all coming back to me! Heh.

Anywoots, people definitely wouldn't notice the baby bangs because even when my hairstylist cut it for me, no one commented. Everyone said there was NO difference from the previous hairstyle I had, just that it is shorter in length. Instead, people commented on my eyebrows because I went for threading on the same day. Like seriously, what the heck guys? My eyebrows stand out more than my haircut. I don't know if I should laugh or cry because I only paid RM5 to thread and I get comments for that. As for my hair cut, I pay close to three digits for it and get no comments. Sigh!

Right, I have plans to get my hair dyed but I have got no idea what color should I dye this time round. Red? Purple? Okayy, if I were to choose those colors, I will be highlighting. Hmmm, suggestions anyone?

Oh btw, I am down with a very very bad cough, flu and my nose is blocked too! I swear I nearly died few days ago because I couldn't breathe. I was literally gasping for air! :( If that isn't bad enough, I can't stop coughing. It feels as if at one point, I am just gonna cough my lungs, heart, intestines and everything in the insides out, seriously. I hate being sick. :(

I am going off to bed now for my very much needed rest. Damn cough medicine makes me feel so sleepy! Pffft. Goodnight folks. xx.

Just because certain questions just don't deserve an answer.

2010-03-08T20:30:00.006+08:00

It shows how nosy one can be when they are so being persistent about knowing a little something that is very much private and confidential to someone else. Stop asking when they say that they will disclose about it soon. Oh my, just snap out of it, can? Also, please learn to mind your own business! There is a reason why it is not publicly announced yet. Sheeesh!

Anyways, yesterday I discovered this really really amazing application named Poladroid, which got me hooked on to it. Very highly recommended for fellow Polaroid camera lovers who doesn't own one yet. Heh. :) I love the outcome of my first Poladroid picture, it is like WOAH, so gorgeous! Hee hee. But unfortunately, I can't show the world that particular picture because well, don't ask! :)

Outcome of the second Poladroid picadee of the bestie & I. :)

However, there is this one major bane for this application; the color saturation changes by itself and you can't adjust it. But then again, I think it all depends on the quality/lighting/etc in the original picture itself. Whatever it is, I am loving this application so very much and it is gonna be my favourite 'toy'! Yayy! :)

Hurrmm, I have been craving for sweet food since last night. I feel like having a slice of chocolate banana mascarpone from Alexis. I WAAAANNNT! :( And yes, I still want my Caramel Macchiato! Just so you know, I have stopped believing in dieting. It just doesn't work for me. Exercising is the way to go! :) Well, that needs a lot of discipline though which is what I am lacked off. BAH!

You can't always get what you want.

2010-03-05T18:48:00.009+08:00

For the past few days, I think I overworked my brain a little too much; stressing over matters that will very much affect me if I don't do something about it. It is not completely settled because I still have doubts. Le sigh, and I thought once I hit this stage, I have got nothing to worry about anymore. :( I was so very wrong, seriously.

Once again, I am starting to doubt the decision I made two years back. If I have chosen the other path, would things turned out to be extremely different? Well, obviously nobody can answer that question. But one thing for sure, by next year, I definitely wouldn't be where I am currently at right now if I were to choose that particular path. I will experience a new lease of life which is what I have been looking forward to all these while. Sigh. Even till now, I find it hard to let the past go. Back then, I wasn't even given much time to consider. Not forgetting, I was still this naive kid who doesn't know much about all these. :( Oh well, life goes on!

As a matter of fact, I loathe living in a competitive world. Given a choice, I wouldn't want to worry about my future. I have got big dreams to chase. I need to fulfill my never-ending needs, or rather, in my mom words, "To support your expensive lifestyle" or so she says. I beg to differ, though.

Meh, I would really, really love to turn back time to mend a few things. :( I know, people always say that we learned from past mistakes and make them your life lessons but hey, certain things will just make you regret for the rest of your life. Anyways, who is up for a project to create a time machine?

Uhmm, this semester's timetable suck, big time! I have classes everyday. My Fridays are supposed to be left untouched!!! :( I went through the whole timetable for about more than 10 times and finally figured out that there is no way we can push our Friday's class to other days. :( *wails*

Ahh dayum :( I miss my bestie! :( Haven't had a proper conversation with her ever since she left. All we did was exchanged a couple of texts and OMG, when are you getting your Internet line, Michelle Siew Suet Ling? :( Faster come online, got loads to tell and I bet you have plenty to share too!! It feels so weird not having you around lah babe! :(

Bah, I gotta go get ready for dinner now. Ta! Ohh, this is gonna be random; I am craving for Caramel Macchiato. *slurps*

Goodbye 3 months of fun-filled hols! You will be missed!

2010-02-28T23:22:00.011+08:00

Whether you like it or not, it is the third month of 2010 tomorrow. Geez, this is crazy! I don't know if you guys are starting to get bored when I always mentioned this line, "Time flies way too fast!". But hey, it is a fact and I just can't help but to repeat it over and over and over again.

Today is officially the last day of my 3 months long holiday. I have mixed feelings about it. The thoughts of the deadlines of assignments scare the bejesus outta me. And also, I am afraid that my writing skills has deteriorated oh-so-much. Sigh! Updating my blog is now like a pain to me, let alone intellectual writing. On a happy note, I get to meet my friends after so long! :) At least, I am occupied with work loads and my thoughts won't stray to the dark side. Anyways, bring on Year 2! ;)

I personally felt I have done a lot during hols instead of just bumming around and be a leech. I iz proud of meself! *beams* I shall get into that in another post, perhaps? If you know me well enough or rather, if you are an avid reader of my blog, you will know that post will never appear. :P

Since today is also the 15th day of CNY, I might as well blog a little about my exhilarating CNY 2010! Honestly, I had a blast. :) Btw, my theme this year was dresses. :) Last year, was skirts! Heh. Anyways, I had my two first time experiences, in which I felt was very memorable.

First time having a proper reunion dinner with the Lee family. All these while back in daddykins's hometown, our reunion dinner consists of only grandma and the four of us. How sad is that? Sigh.
First time participating in a complete tea drinking ceremony tradition that I believe, is slowly dying. I don't see many Chinese practicing it anymore.

If you are my friend on Facebook, by now you would've viewed all the picadees already. If you are not, then too bad! :) I went on a Facebook photo uploading spree lately and I am finally done. Yayy!

This year is gonna be really, really hectic for my family. We have got many plannings to do and a whole lot of other arrangements to make for a certain something which is pretty big for all of us. I don't know how am I gonna handle this and Uni at the same time, but somehow, I guess I will pull through it. Sigh, stress stress stress! :( Once everything is done and we have all settled down, I will disclose what is this all about. At the moment, it will be a secret! Teehee. :)

Bah, 8AM class tomorrow! :( I shall hit the sack now. Ah before that, I gotta go look for my Starbucks planner, my most important 'tool' for Uni. Goodnight folks. xx.

I have got the 'RAWR RAWR' mood in me. Baby tiger much? :)

2010-02-12T23:52:00.008+08:00

Geez, I should have started off with a happy post for the month of February but instead it was an emotional one. No, I wasn't angry. I am just disappointed, very very in fact. Oh well, I am leaving that behind. Proper update starts now! It is gonna be pretty random too! :)

Mmhmm, my internship has officially ended two weeks ago, as most of you have already known. I had such a great time there, seriously. Big thank you to all who made my first internship a memorable one. :) It was truly an eye-opening experience and I now know what to expect when I step into the industry in about two years time, if all goes well. I friggin' miss all the Grey-ians. :( *sniffles* Thank you all for the good times! Very very much appreciated. I will never ever forget the moments during Grey ROXMAS Partay. It was definitely the BOMB! :)

Anyways, my family and I are gonna celebrate Chinese New Year very very differently this year. :) We will be heading to Malacca for about 5-6 days. Not going back to Ipoh due to certain I-don't-know-what-reasons, so yeah gonna spend CNY at the momma's side. I so can't wait to witness the yearly tradition that will be carried out. :) Every year, my uncles/aunties will tell me stories about it but I never get to experience. Finally, I will be able to participate. Yayy! :) So looking forward to our CNY open house/partay too. Keeping my fingers crossed that it will be equally exhilarating! :) No sucky lion dance performances, please?

A lot has been going on lately. My emotions are like a roller coaster ride and I am not liking it, at all. My bestie will be leaving for the land down under next week and the thoughts of it is just depressing. Le sigh! :( But hey, I shall not get any further into that and instead, should be happy for her! Heh. I need to learn to control my emotions. I will certainly miss you loads, Michelle Siew Suet Ling. :'( I loathe farewells, I really do. Pffft!

On a happy note, I am allowed to eat those CNY cookies! :) :) The stuffs that I am still not allowed to touch are: beans, black sauces and seafood (those are the main ones). But I am not gonna care anymore, I am just gonna eat everything, anything when the parents and grandma is not around. Ssshhh. :)

As I am typing this, I can hear the fireworks bang bang sound! This year seems to be pretty much happening. Recession, whaaaaat is that? :P Umm right, I will be leaving KL tomorrow around late noon so I won't be coming online for the next couple of days. If there is anything, either call or text me! :)

Anywoots, I would like to wish my dear readers HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :) Have fun collecting ang paos and stuffing yourself silly with all the palatable delicacies. Drink and gamble as much as you can/want because I am pretty sure all of us do this only once a year, no? ;) Alright, maybe not on the drinking part. :P

Okayy, my mask has already dried up. Gonna wash my face and hit the sack soon! Goodnight all! Ohhh, do miss me while I am away! xx. :)

You've taken our friendship for granted...

2010-02-11T01:20:00.008+08:00

... and this marks the end of it all. :)

Look, just because time after time, I gave in that doesn't mean you can take advantage of one's kindness, you know?

When people play nice, you play nice too! Does it hurt you THAT much to do so? If you can do it to the rest, why not us? The only reason I can think of is because, we are not of your 'class' and 'standard'. Or rather, we are not as cool/hot as them. Each and every of your actions shows that you chooses your friends. So, why deny when I always point out that fact? Why defend yourself when it is the truth? Why can't you accept it and try your very best to change?

At times, you would complain that people are being inconsiderate/doesn't care about you/your feelings and yada yada, but have you ever asked yourself, WHY? C'mon, let's face it, you are a bloody jackass! You never appreciate those that have been there for you when you were down. When you found a new clique, you left just because they are your kinda people. When you are in deep shit/trouble and they play the ditching game, you come to us. Seriously, who do you think we are? When you want something out from us, you sure do know how to be nice. I used to put high hopes; thinking you will change for the better but as time goes by, you changed for the worse!

Before pointing out people's shortcomings and asking them to change, why don't you do that first? :) Sit down and reflect, that's what you need to do. Do remember; you have your own flaws too, in fact everyone has. Shouldn't we help each other mend the imperfections instead of spewing harsh words and only asking the other party to change? What are you trying to imply by saying that?

And please, for the love of God, PLEASE stop telling the world or me how much of a great friend you are. *pukes* I can give you 10 good, solid reasons why you suck big time and you are nothing but a piece of junk! Oh right, PLEASE stop uttering the word 'Sorry' if you don't mean it. I have always thought that 'sorry seems to be the hardest word' but you proved me wrong. You abused that word way too many times. Ewww, you disgust me.

You are such a disappointment, really! Go ahead and have fun with your oh-so-high-class-and-upper-standard friends. You better pray hard that those are your true good friends. One day, if I see you in a depressed state because they ditch you, I will definitely be laughing my ass off behind your back/quietly. :) See, I am still playing nice and I don't want to hurt you although, you SO deserve it! AND NO, don't expect me to be there for you anymore. Yes, call me mean but sorry, enough iz enough! My patience has its limits. I've told you that many, many times but you don't take heed, so it is your loss! :) Truth be told, I have got more to reveal but I think I shouldn't waste time on this already.

Dear you, if you think this whole post is about you, do confront me! You can call me a coward for not talking it out with you personally, but to me, it is just a waste of my precious time and energy because you ALWAYS have got millions of lame, pointless, defensive excuses to spit out. I am sick and tired of all those craps. I really am. Btw, if my memory serves me well, I remembered talking about all these with you. Well, maybe you chose to be ignorant but that doesn't really matter to me anymore.

Lastly, you believe in karma don't you? I hope, one day it will bite you back in a big way. ;) Okay, I am done! Good luck in whatever you do, you bloody doofus/dweeb/*inserts all adjectives that best describes you and your screwed up self*!

Life is a road and I want to keep going.

2010-01-26T01:48:00.004+08:00

Just because for the past one week I have been staying at home doing nothing at all, I took some time off to reflect on what I have done for the past few months. As a matter of fact, time flies way too fast, I couldn't catch up with it. I felt as if I didn't do enough in 2009. Oh well, it is the past now. It is time to move on! :)

I even read through my re-cap post of 2008 (Don't bother looking/asking for it. This post is in my old blog which has been sealed for good!) and I came across this line, "I didn't shopped that much compared to the previous years. Yayy me! ;)" Lo and behold, a twist took place in year 2009 itself. I was broke most of the time because of shopping. Not only shopping but splashing a great sum of money on food as well. The shopaholic in me unleashed and went out of control. I don't only hit the malls/boutiques but I shopped online too. It was so bad till the extent where my mom has to threaten me in order to stop me from buying more clothes. However, that didn't work too. That kinda explains why, we got into fights pretty frequent last year. Ahem!

Anyways, enough on that. :) So what have I been up to during my one-week-stay-in-home-because-of-chicken-friggin'-pox? Basically, I slept and locked myself in the room and sit within the four walls. How unproductive is that? Le sigh! Most of the time I am bored shitless. And I am telling you, it is so not fun! :( Worst part is that, I am not allowed to eat so many types of food. Super duper depressing! Right, I am gonna have a bad CNY this year. Imagine this; NO CNY COOKIES, NO YUMMY HOME-COOKED FOOD IN MALACCA, NO LATE NIGHT SUPPERS WITH COUSINS. Oh, shoot me, please! :( Sigh, Chinese and their superstitions *shakes head* tsk tsk tsk.

But, I am not gonna care. I will eat a little bit of this and that. Truth be told, my chicken pox isn't that bad. I only have like about 10-15 spots on my back, my hands + legs + face = less than 10. My mom said, "You go and tell people you are down with chicken pox now, no one will believe you!" Damn right true, yo! I have been complaining non-stop about the itchiness. I could barely sleep at night, grrr! Still, gotta thank God that mine wasn't as bad as my bro's. He looked like a monster, seriously! WHOLE FREAKING BODY covered with red spots, geez!

Anywoots, all is good now! :) I am already recovering, waiting for all of it to dry up. Most probably, by this coming Wednesday, I will be able to go out! WOOHHOOO! :) Set a date people, set a date! :)

Do you know what I did about an hour ago? ;) *psst* I doodled my pajamas! HAHA! I hope momma doesn't scream when she sees it. Okay, that was random! ;) I shall now hit the sack with my doodled jammies and dream of Banana Pajamas (If you don't know who are they, go slap yourself, like REAL HARD!)! Goodnight folks! xx.

To hell with chicken pox.

2010-01-19T12:25:00.007+08:00

Hello yellow jello, this is my first post of 2010 and it is gonna be one full of rants. Yeah I know, my re-cap post of 2009 should be up by now. Unfortunately, it is not. Don't ask why because there is no answer to that question. :)

The reason why I am being able to spend some time writing right now is because I have got chicken pox! Hell and damnation! Why now? Why during the last week of my internship? Whyy? :(

Two days before I flew off to Medan, my brother had chicken pox. So, 30 minutes before leaving to the airport, my parents rushed me to the clinic to get vaccinated. I came back from Medan and was quarantined. I stayed at my aunt's house for one whole week. I returned home on Saturday and then at night, I was feeling feverish. I was praying real hard that it is not chicken pox since I already took the first jab (Well, six weeks later, I have gotta go for the second injection).

On Sunday, I was still having fever so my mom suspected it was chicken pox and told me to stop taking those antibiotics. She made me drink coconut water non-stop and I wrapped myself with my blanket the whole night. The next morning, I woke up feeling good. I went to work as usual. But then, during lunch time, the fever came back and my supervisor told me to go home. Later in the night, the spots started to pop out and my mom confirmed that it is chicken pox. Called my supervisor and she told me not to come to work. I might need to extend for another week or so once I have fully recovered that if they have not look for someone else to replace me. All my stuffs are still in the office. Sigh!

My whole body is itching and I am feeling extremely uncomfortable. :( Meh, I friggin' hate my life. :( SERIOUSLY, WHY DO I HAVE TO GET INFECTED NOW? WHYYY? :( :(

I still breathe on O2.

2009-12-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

Greetings fellow Earthlings of Mother Nature. :) First and foremost, I am still ALIVE AND KICKING! :)

Thousand apologies for the lack of updates. I have been really occupied for the past few weeks and when I have free time, I chose to bum around. I haven't been reading any blogs lately thus, I feel pretty much outdated. I so need to catch up with my friends. Besides, I can no longer sit in front of the computer for long hours and start typing away because when I blog it takes up a lot of my time and requires a lot of brain juices. I can't afford to waste any of those. Sad to say, the blogging mojo is still not back.

I have this urge to start writing all over again but I don't know how and where to start. Perhaps, I need to start reading. Books books books, I need 'em! My language proficiency has definitely deteriorated and I think it is really depressing. :( I have a few topics of in mind but whenever I started writing the first few lines, I can't continue after that. Damn writer blocks!

Oh right, now I can officially say I am done with year 1! :) Results were out on UniSA's portal few weeks back. I wouldn't say I did extremely well because I expected better. At least, there is an improvement. So, bring on year 2, babyehy! :) However, I heard a few good lecturers are leaving and I truly hope there will be no let-downs.

Gahs, I think I should make time for my re-cap post. Btw, I personally think that New Year resolutions are plain bullshit! :) How many of you actually fulfill your resolutions? I dare say, out of 10, eight don't. C'mon, don't live in denial okeh?! Anyways, that is just my point of view based on many observations. :)

I am gonna search for more interesting articles to read. Hopefully, I will get inspired and start writing again. :) Ta! xx.

Huu-huu-huuuraaaah!

2009-12-01T22:23:00.006+08:00

Hello to the twelfth month of 2009. Usually, at this time of the month, I would start reflecting about the past 11 months and start preparing on my re-cap post which is gonna be yearly thing. Unfortunately (or rather fortunately, it all depends on which angle you are looking at), I don't have the time to do so.

Today, I was assigned to a pretty challenging task. Lesson learned: never ever complain that you have nothing to do or you are bored because out of a sudden you will be bombarded with a heavy workload. This only applies to those who are working though. As for those who have all the time in the world and spent most of their time having fun, shut up please! :P It is sort of like a field trip, quite interesting and exciting. Deadline is on Monday (for real!). At least, I am doing something really different now and I have got a chance to venture out.

Truth be told, I am pretty disappointed with the fact that I won't be having any trips to look forward to. :( I mean, I have always wanted to make an annual trip with friends. Sigh. :( Oh well, I have gotta set my priorities right.

Oh, just for your information my dear readers, this blog will not be filled with pictures or videos or short posts etc, instead it will only have words, words and words. In short, nothing but words. :) You can check out my Tumblr for other stuffs though. This blog is mainly for me to express, share, rant and curse about everything, anything that I want. :)

Hmm, there is nothing much to blog about these days as my activities are the same everyday except for weekends. I only have my thoughts left to share with the world but that has gotta be done in a very mysterious manner. :) It is pretty time consuming so yeah, gotta keep delaying. Do expect more back dated posts! Till then, ta! xx. :)

So, I can say Goodbye to November.

2009-11-30T21:22:00.004+08:00

Today marks the beginning of the second week of internship. :) Time flies way too fast. Today is also the last day of November. Gosh, the thoughts of it are scaring the bejesus outta me. I mean, it is like gonna be December tomorrow and in another 31 days time, we are all welcoming 2010. Like seriously, OMAIGAWD! This can't be it. :(

I am so not ready to welcome December. I know it is said to be my month (hint: yours truly's birthday) and a festive month yada yada, but I am not anticipating it, at all. Besides, the higher your expectation, the bigger your disappointment, isn't it? So, best thing to do is to not hope for anything at all. :) I don't really like it when people start asking me what are your plans for birthday, Christmas, New Year yada yada. Well, can I just say it is gonna be impromptu and spontaneous?

During the long weekend, I had a pretty laid-back time. :) On Friday, the parents, some family friends and I went to check out cars. OHMAIGAWD, I want the Mini Cooper even more now. Daddykins, birthday present please? dSLR, next year perhaps? Bah, now that sounds more like a wish that will never come true.

On Saturday, the parents and I went out shopping the whole day. I tried on a dress in Forever 21 and wanted to buy it soooooo badly. It cost a bomb though, still thinking whether to buy or not to buy? Damn dilemmas. :( I still haven't check out Cotton On. -_-'' My friends were all telling me, how cheap the clothes are yada yada. So tempted to go during lunch time. I will definitely go soon. :)

I had a lazy Sunday because all I did was sleep. It sure does feel good. :) Then, at night, hit the malls again to get some of my brother apparels and also my skinny jeans but my size were all sold out. Bummer! :( It is all my mom's fault, I told her to get it on Saturday but she said to get it on Sunday. Darn it! :( I. WANT. THAT. PAIR. OF. SKINNY. JEANS. :( Le sigh, it is so hard to find a pair of jeans that can fit me so perfectly. *big huge sigh*

Anyways, I am too tired to continue blogging. I might hit the sack anytime soon. Goodnight folks! :)

No longer drowning, but floating. :)

2009-11-26T21:28:00.006+08:00

Apparently, for the next upcoming weeks, every Friday is a public holiday except for the first week of December. Yayy! :) Happy is me!

Oh wait, I only have Fridays off on the 3rd and 4th week. Noooooooo~ :( Just because, my office is situated at KL not Selangor, so no holidays for me on the 2nd week, pfft. Oh well, never mind that, work or no work on Friday, it STILL is gonna be blissful. :)

Hmm, I am beginning to adapt to this whole working environment. No denies, I felt pretty lost and confuse during my first few days there but all is good now. :) Surprisingly, I don't mind waking up early every morning to go to work. :O Back to the days when I am suppose to attend classes just 3 days a week, I would feel extremely reluctant to wake up, puts on a grumpy face and even have thoughts of skipping classes. Wowzers, I have changed for the better, eh? Meh, I truly hope so. :)

AH RIGHT, SPEAKING OF THAT, GUESS WHAT GUYS? ;) For the first time ever,

*drum rolls*

CLEAN RECORD! Woots woots! :)
*click on picture to enlarge* :D

A round of applause, please? :) :) I told myself that I mustn't skip any classes during Semester 2 and hey look, I succeeded. :) *beams proudly* I know, I promised to blog about the journey throughout Semester 2, but honestly, I have got no time to do so and also, I kinda lost the mojo to blog. Maybe, just maybe, I would do it soon.

Ah well, I am off to get some very much needed rest. Ta! :)

I just gotta make the best outta it.

2009-11-25T23:02:00.004+08:00

My daily routine for the next 7 weeks will be the same everyday, for the weekdays that is. :( And also, I am gonna burn a big hole in my pocket if I were to go to Pavilion to eat lunch everyday. Anyway, since when eating around that area would be cheap? Before getting my paycheck, I have already spent crazily lot, just on food only. How to go shopping like that? :( Maybe, I should start starving myself.

Truth be told, I have got a lot of things to share with y'all but due to certain reasons, I can't do it here. Perhaps, I will share it personally when we meet up or so. If you are nosy and impatient, you can always ask me on MSN. However, that doesn't mean I will share everything with everyone, anyone. :)

Ever since I started working, I realized I feel lethargic so very easily. Once I reached home, I would take a nice, warm bath and right after that, I will crash on my bed. Seriously, I sleep like a log. When my parents wake me up for dinner, I wouldn't get up to the first call. They need to call me several times or as for my mom's case she will scream at me, then I would wake up. Nowadays, my bedtime will never pass 12AM. I am finally living a healthy lifestyle. :) *pats self*

That is how hectic work life can get. And, that is why when the wise ones say, "Enjoy school/college/university life because nothing beats that!", I can't agree less because it is damn right true! I will definitely cherish my days in Uni for I know, I will never ever get to experience it all over again. :)

Ah, gotta be up early for work tomorrow and it is also the last day of the week. Thursday is the new Friday, yo! :) Goodnight folks!

I miss being hyper. :(

2009-11-24T23:50:00.005+08:00

On the second day of work, I am starting to get restless. I wanted to like scream and jump so badly. Don't ask me why those two actions, I just felt like doing it. I just know, something isn't right. During lunch time, we (Tracy, Ka Wah, Vivien & I) headed to Pavilion. That was when Mr. MV visited and dush, I felt horrible. :( If there is one thing you need to know about me, you should know that I loathe being a girl, I really do. Le sigh!

For the past few days, I have been really reserved and quiet. I miss teasing my friends, talking trash/rubbish and acting like a total idiot just because, I think it is entertaining. In short, I miss being myself.

Anyways, I received invites to watch the premier of Ninja Assassin and just got back from watching it at GSC MidValley, all thanks to Nuffnang and also Bryan Lim. :) I swear, this movie is the bomb! It definitely is a MUST watch! I won't go into details as I am afraid it would later turn into a spoiler. Go watch it yourself, peeps! All I can say is, Rain is so not hot but his ABS made up for it. :) He looks so much better with short hair.

Bah, I better get my work done and go to bed early. Toodles all.

The end of fun and beginning of new adventure.

2009-11-23T22:36:00.005+08:00

Let me just rewind back to yesterday; my Sunday was well spent. :) The first half of the day was spent with the family again to do some grocery shopping. Then, the second half was spent with the Siew sisters, Michelle and Stephanie. We had dinner at Ampang look out point. Unfortunately, we didn't get the sitting that can overlook the whole breathtaking view. The food was just so-so; my fish was not fresh and my peach tea was so bloody sweet!

After we were done eating, Stephanie and I were craving for cakes. And so, off we went to Alexis at The Gardens for a slice of Pavlova! :) Oh, we ordered another slice of chocolate banana mascarpone which I really, really lovelovelove. Yummyyyy! *slurps*

Chocolate banana mascarpone ♥♥♥

Pavlova

And so, today was my first day of internship. :) It was like a whole new different environment for me. Finally, I got an idea on what working life is like. Well, I am assigned with a task already and the deadline is this Wednesday. It feels like Uni all over again, doing researches after researches. However, I find this a tad tough because I am doing something really new. I just need time to get used to it and hopefully, it will be fine. :)

Just so you know, my office is smacked right in the centre of KL town. And guess what? It is just 5 minutes walk to Pavilion and 10 minutes walk to KLCC. :) That also means, massive traffic jam during peak hours. :(

Anyways, do expect less updates or perhaps back dated updates from me! I will still blog on a daily basis though. :) Just that, I won't publish the posts on the day itself. Till then, ta! :)

I knew it, there will be no disappointments. :)

2009-11-22T01:30:00.008+08:00

Friday and Saturday was the bomb! :) Everything turned out exactly the way I wanted it to be. I told my mom before Monday, I want her to bring me out to shop and yes, she did. :) Anyways, I shall just do a little recap.

Friday, 20th November 2009

Daddykins came home to pick us up at about 3PM and off we went to Bukit Bintang area to shop. We spent a whole lot of time looking for clothes for my brother because he needs to go for job interviews. Then, headed to Société, my ALL time favourite restaurant for dinner. The très yummy butter almond cookie that comes together with teh tarik is oh-so-orgasmic. *slurps* After we are done, we continued to shop, this time for my stuffs. I managed to buy a belt and cardigan-like top, in which I am gonna share with my mom but of course, I am using them more often. I was supposed to get a blazer but unfortunately, the right size for me wasn't available. :( So, the parents promised to bring me to KLCC, the next day to look for it.

Saturday, 21st November 2009

Instead of going to KLCC, we adjourned to The Gardens. Daddykins dropped Momsie and I off first. The brother have to go to Ernst & Young for an interview and since he doesn't know the way there, daddykins have to drop him. Well, I found the blazer that I wanted. :) Happy is me! Then, Momsie spotted another gorgeous blazer! So now, I have two. Yayy, double joy! :) :)

After shopping for quite some time, my legs were in agony so I suggested to have tea. Daddykins joined us at Austin Chase and ordered 2 coffee which were yucky (nothing beats Starbucks!) and 1 slice of Apricot cheese cake which was really good. Half way eating, we received a phone call from the Behs asking us out for dinner. Momsie shopped for a little while more then we left The Gardens to meet up with the Behs.

We dined at JAKE'S Charbroil Steaks and boy, were the food très delectable. I love my lamb but I heart Uncle Richard's spare ribs even more. The prices are pretty exorbitant but definitely worth it! :)

Highly recommended. :)

My lamb.

After we were stuffed, we headed to Federal Hills to visit Aunty Sanny because she has some serious aching problems. Over there, we ate again. Goodness, how can one not turn fat if this continues? :( Oh right, I managed to catch Tae Yang's performance on MAMA, so frigging awesome yo! :) Somehow, I felt 2PM's Artist of The Year award was meaningless because Park Jaebeom, their beloved ex-leadja is not in the band anymore. I truly felt sorry and sad for them. Le sigh. :(

Gah, my plan to get my body recharged has failed miserably. I am still feeling lethargic. :( I better get to bed now because I might be going out again later. Goodnight folks. :)

Because I'm a survivor and I'm gonna make it.

2009-11-20T00:58:00.008+08:00

And hey, I did. :) Gosh, I miss blogging in this blog of mine. Well, I haven't been updating my blog for the past 10 days, simply because I was caught up with assignments. GUESS WHAT? The procrastination bug decided to leave for good. :) Usually, if I were to blog regularly, it is a sign of procrastinating, at least to me it is. I am so proud of myself. :) *pats self*

Finally, the holidays has kick started. However, I don't feel the hype at all. So not me, isn't it? Maybe because I am gonna start my internship this coming Monday for 2 months, so yeah, no hols for me. Remember this post? Well, the offer I was referring to was from GREY Group. :) Hmm, truth be told, part of me feel dejected because I have gotta sacrifice my fun-filled holidays (especially December as known as the oh-so-happening month), part of me feel really excited. On a side note, if I get the best out of it, I think it is all gonna be worthwhile and definitely, no regrets yo! :)

I actually planned to blog about Semester 2 but I am feeling extremely tired right now, due to the lack of sleep. I came home pretty late, had to do some chores, then I was out again with the family friends and just got home not long ago. :) So, I guess that post has gotta wait and oh unfortunately, the pictures snapped during the late lunch gathering with classmates too!

Oh right, I fell sick last week; was down with a fever and sinus came attacking me, at the same time. Few days later, I had a bad cough. The fever is gone though, just that occasionally I have breathing difficulties because of sinus and the cough is getting better. My parents has gotta remind me from time to time, to take my pills (I felt like a small kid!) and momsie isn't letting me out. Goodness gracious, who on Earth would want to stay at home during hols? It is just... depressing, pfft!

Anyways, for now, my main priority is to recharge and make sure I am fit by Monday. Goodnight world! :)

P/S: If the last two posts below, got you thinking or perhaps guessing as well, you can stop it and don't overwork your brain! Just because, I wasn't referring to anyone in particular. :)

These are your most powerful weapons.

2009-11-10T18:16:00.006+08:00

The sight of you have never failed to put a big, fat smile on my face. :) The adrenaline rush when your whole body figure can be seen is totally indescribable. The heart pumping like there is no tomorrow.

When you flash your crazily cute, charming smile, it makes one melt like an ice. And oh, the deep dimples, it makes one wanna poke them. All worries and stress will be gone in no time. Oh wow, the power of a smile and the two dimples! Absolutely amazing, isn't it?

Crazily cute charming smile + oh-so-deep dimples = killer! That is the reason why they say it is a sin to have those two features. Your smile is the epitome of sunshine. Your dimples represents your cheekiness.

Your whacky antics has always been entertaining. It is like a grown up living in a kid's body. Nothing beats the childhood days, I suppose. :)

All those mentioned above has definitely left an extreme impact. With all that being said, your images will stay in the memory forever and ever.

Your smell lingers in the air.

2009-11-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now. The scent will never die off. Time after time, the brain has never failed to ask the same 'ol question, "Why do you smell so friggin' good?".

It definitely has got nothing to do with the perfume, cologne, body wash or shampoo that you used. Only God knows what it is. I wish I could explain it myself, but obviously I can't. It is so easy to tell when you are around because that scent of yours is so strong and the nose could detect it, immediately.

The day I would forget your scent would be the day I lose my sense of smell.

Our greatest threats.

2009-11-08T21:57:00.009+08:00

The humid weather has never fail to screw up my mood. Like seriously, something has to be done to stop global warming! Looking at how things are right now, all efforts were proved futile.

Now, how many of you actually believe that the 2012 phenomenon will occur? Somehow, I don't believe it will happen. :) I am not trying to live in denial but I am guessing it would happen much later. If you do notice, we are all currently experiencing the effects of it. Don't have to look far, the recent incident of flash-flood that happened in Terengganu, Malaysia says it all. Why is there such a thing going on? Simply because the icebergs in Siberia are slowing melting and the sea water level is rising. That pretty much explains why the scientists predict that tsunami is gonna strike once again.

In time to come, there will be no more humans and living things in the Galaxy. Then, what's left eh? Isn't that depressing? Thus, shouldn't we Earthlings do something to prolong the life span of the Earth? It is time for us to play our role as a responsible person and shower mother nature with care and love. At the same time, live life to the fullest. :) You never know what's gonna happen next day.

Look up and never look down.

2009-11-07T23:10:00.008+08:00

I just got back from the Lam's Residence at Federal Hills about 30 minutes ago. I was there with the parents since 3PM and we have been eating non-stop. The amount of food we consumed are enough to feed those poor African kids for 6 months, I think. Okay, maybe I am exaggerating a little but yeah, seriously I am very very stuffed. And oh finally, I know why is Federal Hills such an exclusive area after taking a stroll with Uncle Larry today, with him telling us who are the owners of each and every house. Sigh, I wonder how do these people earn big bucks and can afford to live in such an area.

Speaking of that, I do realized that these successful people has similar traits in them and that is; they are very much independent and dynamic. They strive for success and is always on-the-go. To them, talk is cheap. They don't just go, "I want to make millions/billions of dollars" and do nothing. Like hello, money don't come falling down from sky. Their brain works 24/7 and will only stop when they have already make their millions/billions. As for the ambitious ones, they never stop. Ever heard of the phrase, 'Money makes money'? Yeah, that is exactly what they would do!

If you do notice, they try not to dependent on others so much unless it is really necessary. Just because, they want to learn. We don't often hear them say, "Sigh, I wish *inserts name* is here to help me because he or she will be such a great help" or something to that extent. But then, think about it; how sure of you a life survivor will always be there when you are in need of help? There is always a FIRST for everything. Shouldn't we all give it a try than just dependent on someone else to do it?

The thing is, how many of us can actually think that way? Sometimes, I wish I could though. Like I always say, 'easier said than done'. However, one fine day, I will have to spread my wings and learn to fly by myself. And I truly hope that one day will come very very soon. :)

By the way, I strongly believe that amateurs should not be overly-ambitious. Instead, they should learn from the professionals and work their way through. Perhaps, improvise their methods or just get inspirations from their ideas. It is not wrong to have big dreams but hey, you have gotta start somewhere and that would be the lowest point, right?

Fridays will be my favourite day, always and forever! ♥

2009-11-06T22:28:00.006+08:00

I woke up quite early this morning, waiting anxiously for a phone call and yeap, I got the offer and accepted it. :) Don't ask, details on that much later though. :)

The rest of the day was spent lazing around, surfing the net, the Momsie driving me to the post office and at the same time, had a bonding session with her in the car. :) We have never done that before, just so you know. So, it felt kinda weird initially.

Meh, I feel like a grown up all of a sudden. Hmmm, such a weird feeling. This is because I know deep down inside, I am still very much immature. I still have got a lot to learn. I have got a very very very long journey ahead. Oh well, there is no end when it comes to learning, anyways. Apparently, my mom thinks I am still not independent enough. Pffft.

Oh right, I am planning to get GS and ML done by this weekend. Wish me luck, yo! And do keep the inspirations and motivations coming in, please? :) I shall waste no time and start working on 'em. Ta! :)

Kids and their big dreams.

2009-11-05T22:58:00.008+08:00

You know what is amazing? Kids these days are being so innovative and they are business minded. As young as 14 years old, they owned their own blogshop, they talk about wanting to venture into this that and that this.

After talking to them, I reflected and wondered what was I doing 5 years back. All I could remembered was stressing over examinations and playing a fool (you know, like those typical stuffs a 14 year old would do). Earning money has never ever came across my mind, let alone starting a business.

Now, I don't know whether they are deprived of a good secondary school life or kids mature wayyyyyy too fast nowadays. Well, I would say it is the latter, though. It sure is good to have these kinda thoughts running through their mind. It sort of prepare them for a tough fight in the future, seeing how competitive the working world is like right now. Good training ground, yo!

Somehow, I feel that there is a generation gap between them secondary school kids and people of my age group. That is the reason why I call 'em kids. They make me feel old, seriously. When I am in the mall, I see them dressed up fashionably with full make-up on. Once again, I don't remember doing that, back then. Geez, I don't even put on eyeliner now but I am gonna learn real soon. :)

Anyways, cheers to you kids with big dreams and good luck in whatever you guys do. :)

Says who you need money to buy happiness?

2009-11-04T23:15:00.009+08:00

It is funny how little, little things can just cheer you up and make your day, eh? :) A small simple gesture, act or even a sweet, charming smile *melts* :)

Btw, just now I was browsing through my photo albums on Facebook and came across my foundation days pictures. Boy, I really really look different. Geez, it was just last year man. And somehow, that album led to a tagging spree and also, mass conversation with my fellow classmates. It was somewhat enjoyable as it has been a long time since I have talked in a conversation with so many human beings. :) We should do this more often especially during our holidays, eh?

Oh oh, guess what guys? I found a new sex god, yo! He is none other than, Taylor Lautner aka Jacob Black and he stands at number *unknown*, just because I lost count of the number of hot guys I have in my sex god list. Omg, his crazily hot ABS never fail to make me drool. *slurps* I can already imagine him in suits and formal wear, omg so so yummy. :) ~~He makes me wanna rape him.~~

Anyways, my backache is back. It has been three weeks since I last visited the doctor. Sigh. Stupid assignments are taking up all my time, pfft. :( I need to go for alignment againnnnn. Meh, the pain is getting more unbearable as days go by.

Ah wells, I am off to bed and gotta pray hard I won't screw things up tomorrow. Goodnight y'all! :)

Of missions and dilemmas.

2009-11-03T21:28:00.010+08:00

As I am typing this, I am clad in my smelly, sweaty pajamas feeling all dirty because I haven't bath since I came back from Uni. At the same time, I am also munching on some Oat Chocolate cookies (très yummy!) while thinking on which assignment I should start working on after showering. Le sigh! 4 more to go, I've gotta BUCK UP! I must do well and complete this mission diligently.

I have another worry and that is to work or not to work during my 3 months holidays? The downside of working during my one and only long holiday; I will be put under stress and pressure, AGAIN. And I thought, I could say HELLO to rest-and-relax-days-with-no-worries-whatsoever. But then, if I were to stay at home, there will always be an output and NO INPUT at all. I need to earn some moo-lah and learn not to be a spendthrift. Because I strongly believe if you work hard to earn those money, you would value those Ringgits and spend it wisely. Agree, yes?

Half of me wants to work, half of me doesn't want to because I wanna have funfunfun! Most of my friends from abroad will be back and I want to meet up with them before they leave again. :( Besides, December is a festive month, yo! Who in the right frame of mind and if given a choice would want to work? Geez, this dilemma is killing me slowly.

Ah, should I sign up for a Twitter account? Hmmm.. As a Mass Communication student, I think I should though. Bah, if one can give me 5 good reasons on the boons of Twitter, I will go for it. ;)

Well, I am off to shower now. I wanna smell good and refresh myself. :) Ta!

Gotta fight against that devil in us.

2009-11-02T19:33:00.008+08:00

People always learn through the hard way, don't they? Or is it just me? I guess, I shouldn't push myself off the limits in an extremely wrong way the next time. It is doing me no good, at all. Tsk tsk.

Reminder to self: Do remember to check every pages before handing in the final copy of assignments! CHECK CHECK CHECK!

At times, it feels like I am cursed. :S I know, I sound pretty bejubilous but yeah, that is exactly how I felt though.

I need sweet food to cheer me up. Don't have to remind me about the oh-so-high calories, I don't care, seriously. I just want to be happy for I am real stressed up and emotional. :( Can I have a slice of Alexis's Pavlova delivered to the door steps, please?

Bah, it's dinner time! I shall go stuff myself silly then. Toodles.

Eleventh month of year 2009.

2009-11-01T02:06:00.016+08:00

Omaigawd, it is already November? Say whaaaaaaat? I can still remembered vividly that I blogged about how eventful but exhausting October is gonna be but hey, October has just ended not long ago and it is already November. Oh emm gee, thiz iz crazee. Oh no, really really insane. There goes 31 days, eh? The fact has not sunk in yet. Le sigh!

Well, I am kinda dreading November just because it is gonna be extremely jam-packed and stressful. I hateloathehateloathe it. The thoughts of it are enough to kill. I am constantly reminding myself that I am not the only one going through this and that I gotta work as hard as the rest.

Let me share a lil secret with y'all; *psst* I.have.not.started.working.on.my.1000.summary.essay. :) You can go figure how grumpy I will get in a few hours time. So now, where is my punching bag?

Btw, did I tell y'all that my Facebook has been a royal pain in the ass since Friday night? I get logged out automatically every frigging time whenever I clicked on any links that is Facebook related. You know, what is even worse? When I am logged out, I can't log in anymore. Irrelevant error messages keep popping out and I won't be able to get into my homepage. This is getting on my nerves, seriously. Am I the only one experiencing this? It seems like it though, because no one has been complaining except me. Le sigh! Why iz thiz happening? Can someone please tell me why? :(

Ah right, I would like to add on from my first post that this blog would also be filled with long ranting posts. Just because, ranting is, and will always be my forte. :)

May Jack-o-lanterns burn brightly tonight.

2009-10-31T13:28:00.005+08:00

Finally, I have decided to remove the chatbox from my blog too. I have been contemplating for a very long time and made a final decision to take it off for no apparent reasons. If you guys have anything to say, just drop a BOMBSHELL under any of the posts. :) As for the links, I may or may not add 'em back into this blog later when I am done with Semester 2 in approximately 3 weeks time.

Oh right, Happy Halloween, dear readers! Have fun partying, all dressed up in your favourite costume. :) I have always wanted to buy huge-ass pumpkins to do some carvings but never had the chance to do so, oh well.

Anyways, I will be attending ASD Halloween Bazaar later to shop shop shop, again. But then, I have this feeling that I will come back empty-handed (what a good sign, eh?). Truth be told, I am actually running low on cash. I just can't stop shopping and going out when I still have lots to do for IPD Assignment 2, le sigh.

This has gotta be it!

2009-10-30T19:11:00.006+08:00

Hello world. :) Notice how empty this blog is right now? Well, because I 'transferred' my previous 1170 posts to another blog and locked 'em up for good. :) Actually, no, I didn't transferred them. I just created a new blog with the same 'ol link, so that there will be no hassles for people to relink me. There are a few reasons to why I did that and the major one would be because of my old, old posts. This is somewhat like a continuation from the previous posts, geddit? If you don't, just act as if you do! ;)

From now on, I will only blog about stuffs that are blog-worthy and random-crazy-whacky-filled-with-mystery thoughts. There will be no more oh-so-very-personal stuffs. :) It kinda disgusts me to see how much I opened up about myself back then when I was still in high school. With that being said, I don't want people to read those old posts of mine. What scares me is that; somehow or rather, people will land on those really, really silly rant posts via Google or some other search engines. I don't know what keywords they typed but yeah, the thoughts of people reading my old posts makes me feel very much embarrassed.

I no longer have to be so secretive about my blog link. :) The whole world can know about it. And so, cheers to a new beginning. The old chapter of life will be sealed and shall be viewed by me and only me. :)